Falalala.
Life is good.
Life is crap.
..ang ganda pakinggan. pero wait lng. i gotta go to the washroom. ;) imma do number 2. (seriously.)
OK. IM BACK. and i feeeeel goood. because life is good. (sabi ko nga dun sa taas.) so, ok. as i try and make out some sense from this entry, naisip ko ... ay mali, naalala ko.
may isang papel na hawak si Tita A, puro qoutes. ang cute tignan. kasi lahat may sense. wala lang. naaliw ako.
edi yun, tinignan ko. nang nadaanan ko ung isa ... sabi:
"you can tell a lot about a person by the way they handle these 3 things:
a rainy day.
a lost luggages.
tangled chrismas tree lights"nagulat ako kasi nagkaroon bigla ng isang napakalaking
OO NGA NOH moment. tapos sabi ko,
ano nga ba gagawin ko kapag nangyari yung mga yun?rainy day:i would sit. read. and savor the rhytmic patter of the rain. then i would look through the rain-washed window and fantisize of running around the village under the pouring rain.
a lost luggage:honestly, i would panic first. different possibilities would flash through my mind, first, the posibility of some crazy dude stealing the lost luggage, then i would try to remember what things were in that luggage that were necessary. then, i would go to the authorities and report about the luggage.
and lastly, i would call my mom. :)
tangled chrismas tree lights:duh. edi aayusin. :)
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Update sa buhay ko:Fridaymetrowalk. food was just impeccable.
and there, somewhere there, i witnessed a performance on stage. one guitarist. one singer. they were performing Tell Me Where It Hurts. one word for you guys:
outstanding. :)Saturdaycalatagan. damn i got darker even more. but i loooooove it. in fact, im not satisfied with how dark i got.
kasi gusto ko talga umitim! ..as in todo. but knowing mommy, she would never allow that. she would splatter sunblock all over me and she would make us wear long sleeves. but its all good. i didnt mind. at least, i got darker. and now i look like rudolph the red-nosed reindeer. 'cause that's how it works for me, my nose gets suuper red and everything else is just dark.
saturday night. we slept inside the tent and it was raining hard. and mom, dad, mia and mikmik couldnt sleep. the rain was just pouring hard and it was really noisy. but me? i was sleeping so soundly. yep. sunday morning, mom said that they were amazed at how sleepy i was. i didnt move. whatever sound they made never made move an inch or even open an eye.
ironically, i was having a nightmare then. i dont remember all the details. all i know is when i got up, my heart was pounding so hard.
hmm. the trip could've easily been the happiest trip of my life, but.
BUT. one terrible fact bugged, haunted me to death.
...Orange-Faced kept popping out of nowhere. of course, not the
real Orange-Faced. but people who looked like him. and i was like, WHAT THE HECK?! Is this a sign of something? i was so pissed and annoyed of me seeing people who looked relatively and closely like him. they were EVERYWHERE! arrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggh. hating. seething.
or was it just the fact that i hated him so much i kept on seeing him anywhere?
Sundaywe went home from calatagan and i realized how much i missed Ernie and Erin.
..and ginelle. :)
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i always said to myself that
It is rather
impossible for me to build a house bigger than my dreams.
yess. i admit. i have huge huge dreams. i have plans that, i know, i will never be able to accomplish. they are damn too high and at this rate im going,
waaaw. im dead. i have this one dream job. i know, there isnt any slight possibility that i would be able to live it. pero sabi nga nila,
always dream the impossible dream. but this dream is more than impossible for me. only exceptionally skilled people will be perfectly fit for this job. haaaaaaaaaay.
kasi naman eh.
gusto kong maging......
Secret Agent ng FBI.
mahirap ba yun?
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I know you where born a cute, charming and pretty baby that no one can possibly resist pinching your cheeks.
but now, i ask you one question?
WHAT HAPPENED?=======
my head has been mysteriously hurting lately. i dont know if its because of my late-night reading sessions or those looooooooong reads during the car rides to and from calatagan. *groann*
next, last night, i fell asleep while reading. so my neck was slightly arched cause i was leaning/lying on the couch. when i woke, DAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMNN, i couldnt rotate my neck. it hurted like hell.
but now, im fine. it only stings when i tilt my head to a certain angle.
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my mom taught me to always have answers to questions. if not, then girl, skip it then guess later.
but now, she faced me with a life-changing question.
US or Baguio?
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IMMA BE AT CHERYL'S HOUSE FROM NOW TILL I DONT KNOW AND IM SO EXCITED! its very timely actually. i needed time away from home. away from everything. a new environment. new surroundings.
because lately, things have been weird and i just couldnt stand it alone. now im with cheryl! woohoo. thanks cheryl. :)
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ate janel will be having her debut this july. sooooooooo excited for her and i miss her a
lot. she'll have this swimming-type of debut. (darn. now i wont be able to do that.) yey! im just so thrilled. can't wait.
speaking of the Gabriels (FYI: Janel Gabriel), we're planning to go up to Baguio this thursday till sunday! its still not certain, but im equally excited to see them! i miss them so much. those late-night trekking, heart-pounding, muscle-cramping mountain climbs. waaaaaaaaaaaaaw. just couldnt wait.
..and this all makes me wonder,
why the hell havent we had any outing that involved mountaineering? its almost the end of the summer, and the rains catching up on us, why havent we gone trekking? im missing it so much. i was expecting that this 2-month summer vacation will be filled with mountaineering memories. :'( my summer would never be complete without climbing those steep mountains.
i miss camping. :'((
sana masaya ang 3rd year fieldtrip. i will use that to burst out all my coiled vigor inside for the mountain tops and underground caves.
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im loving Mymp and Carol Banawa. waaaw. Carol and Juris' voices take my breathe away. parang ang
lamig ng boses. and duuude, CHIN?
IDOL PARE! ang sarap paulit-ulitin sa tenga. tapos sinabayan pa ng ulan. haaaaaaaaaay. life is good. :)
you got a fast car. and i got a plan to get us out of here. i been working at the convenience store. managed to save just a little bit of money. we won't have to drive too far. just 'cross the border and into the city. you and i can both get jobs
And finally see what it means to be living.
you got a fast car. but is it fast enough so we can fly away? we gotta make a decision. we leave tonight or live and die this way. i remember we were driving driving in your car. the speed so fast i felt like i was drunk. city lights lay out before us. and your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder. and I had a feeling that i belonged. and I had a feeling I could be someone.
you got a fast car. but is it fast enough so we can fly away? we gotta make a decision. we leave tonight or live and die this way.=======
last na,
I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE SHOWING OF THE LAKE HOUSE.