You pulled through

At my downest point, you guys pulled me through. I really didn't expect it... but you guys did it for me.

Vi, Cheps, PL, Mig and Gnle, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
I CAN NOT EXPRESS HOW GRATEFUL I AM FOR YOU GUYS.

Back in the early months of this year, I listed down my "people" and I can't believe how accurate that list was.

It doesn't seem like it, but the truth is, I really am having a great deal of confusion and self-doubt right now. It always felt like I was waking up and going home feeling down, hopeless, and directionless. I felt like a zombie not having the soul nor the drive to get things done. It may seem like I have it all tucked in and straigthened up, but in reality, deeper inside, I was really falling apart. And I think, right now, I have fallen apart. I am in pieces and I don't know how to pick all these pieces from the floor.

I needed to be normal. I needed to be back to my old self. I needed me whole. And I was really hoping and praying that today, with you guys, I'd be able to do that... to put myself together again.

I guess I wasn't 100% successful, but you guys, you pushed me and gave me the reason to go on that first step.

Thank you for making me feel like someone still cares.
Thank you for letting me see (once again) the reason why I'm living.
Thank you for bringing me back to the world.
Thank you for picking up that first piece of me.

Thank you for making me Kyla again.
I love you.
Don't forget that.


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So kahapon, sa strike.

Nagpagupit kami ni Prefect kahapon.
At ang ganda ganda lang nung gupit ni Vfa :D


Presenting: Kagandahan (me) and Vfa!

Yung gupit ko kasi "trim" lang, so parang walang nangyari..
Pero beauty parin siyempre. Haha.

*sige na nga, gagawa nako ng matinong entry*

Anyways, updates sa life ko.

Nagbirthday ako,
Nanlibre ako ng Go Nuts Donuts,
Nagpagupit ako,
Naghihirap magbalik sa CP,
Naghihintay ng Dec30 (release ng album ni regine),
Nangangalay ang binti,
Nagtatago pag tulog,
Natutulog,
Nagigising sa bagong bili na alarm clock,
Nagsusulat ngayon.

Actually, ang daming nagbago sa buhay ko pero madami ring mga bagay ang nanatiling ganun parin. Hirap parin ako sa CP, sa PhCh subjects, sa buhay ng isang pharmacist. 'Diko talaga siya gusto, kaya naman nagkanda-leche leche ako sa acads. Hindi ko gusto yung ginagawa ko. Pero wala narin kasi akong magagawa, napasubo narin kasi ako.


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From The Morning Rush, the 6th Golden Dove Awards Best Comedy Show. Yiheeee.

Funny nila today. They're having the The Top Ten Knock Knock jokes. AND THERE ARE TOO MANY FUNNY ENTRIES, I just chose the one Chico's saying while I'm writing this right now. :)

Chico: Knock knock
Del: Who's there
Chico: Gwapong bingi
Del: Gwapong bingi who?
Chico: Ha? What's that?

Sabaw nila today. Wala pa silang tulog eh. Haha.

Congrats to Monster Radio for winning the 6th Golden Dove Awards Best Radio Show Award!!! Yehey.

Picture, picture.

Iniyakan ko ang picture na 'to.

AKALAIN MO.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
SHET.

NAWAWALAN

ng...

_ _ _ b

LET'S CLEAN OUR CLOSETS! :)

*by Js Yuryas
Yehes. Galing ;)

SABAW

Hanapin niyo nalang kung saan...

Kelangang sumaya

Kelangang sumaya para umusad sa buhay. Kelangang tignan ang mas positibong parte ng lahat ng bagay. Ika nga, VIFASITIV! Diba Vna?

So para maging positive na ang mood ko ngayon, ALAM NIYO BA, asa Eastwood si Regine sa November 28! OHMYGOODFREAKINGNESS! I CAN NOT FREAKING WAIT. Kelangan ngayon palang bumibili na kami ni Jev ng ticket! First time ko pala makita in person si Jev sa 28. Haha.

At dahil ang ganda ganda ng rainbows... Natutuwa ako tuwing tinitignan ko ang blog ko :)


SUPER!

P.S.: Kahapon ko pala nakuha ang aking dakilang Wood Starbucks planner. TEEHEE. Kelangan nang maging organized. Wala nang excuse para maging sabaw!

Teenage dream, please?

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

Imma get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight





Pwedeng maging bata ulit?

TODAY

bought an ipod
bought 6 starbucks drinks
-2 for val
-2 for irizh
-2 for golda
-1 for me
shet, 7 pala yun
okay
i meant 7 starbucks drinks
reported for 3 and a half hours
skipped my first humII class
had my form5 reassessed
realized things and thought of reviewing our gpoa
crammed the assessments
revived myself
rearranged my thoughts and ideals


bye
more work for me







I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.

And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
Still I will always fight on for you. Fight on for you

Crazy Tuesday

You would not believe the kind of morning I just had. Haaay. And I'm guessing that I would be spending the rest of my day in greater disbelief.


I shall (or shan't) tell you the story later.
Depends on my mood.

BYE.




Crazy Gaga

Sa November 20

ROVER VERSUS REGINE?



BAKIT KELANGANG PUMILI?
BAKIT KELANGANG SABAY PA SILA?
BAKIT GANUN?

Hindi 'to tama.
Ang sakit sakit sa puso. :'((


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AND WTF?!?

CALLIE AND ARIZONA SPLIT UP?!


WHAT THE HELL?!


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TODAY, I bought Carol Banawa's newest CD, My Music My Life. I'm not a fan of the songs she chose but I'm fine with all of it 'cause her voice is FREAKING ANGELIC. That pretty much compensates for everything else. Haha.

LOVE YOU CAROL BANAWA.

You're saving me right now. :)


P.S.: Natuwa pala ako kasi pinlay yung Science and Faith ng The Script sa Mcdo kanina sa may McKinley Hill ♥ Love. Hehe. Bait ni Selene :)

OKAY.
BACK TO WORK.

For Kyla:

I...

need to be normal.



This is the starting of my fall from grace
My self esteem, it's seen better days
But you know I'll never let this go to waste
I'll keep this memory on the map i trace back to home

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Random stuffs

I'm hanging on just by a thread. Need to review the reasons why I've been holding on for so long.

Ang corny ng mga tao, hindi sila naga-update ng mga blog nila. Ang weird pa kasi sembreak naman ngayon.

Nanaginip ako ulit. Pero hindi na nakakatakot. Wala naring lumabas na panaksak o kahit anong kutsilyo. Hulaan niyo sino andun sa panaginip? Si Sra. AHAHAHA. Nakakatawa talaga. Dun sa panaginip, kami raw. Shet. Benta. My goodness.

Naging normal ako today. Nanood ng tv. Nagtext. Natulog. Nagblog (or nagbblog). Kumain.

Tuwing nakikinig ako kay Andrew Belle, naaalala kong gusto kong manood ng Grey's Anatomy, naalala kong gusto kong nakikita si Arizona at Callie na magkasama. Haay. Malungkot nga lang ngayon kasi base sa Tumblr, umalis for Africa si Arizona. :'(

Ang saya lang ni Regine ngayon. Kahit medyo sabog yung pagkanta niya kanina sa Party Pilipinas, okay lang naman. Hindi magbabago ang pagmamahal ng mga tao sa kanya dahil lang dun. Mas lalamang parin ang magmamahal sa kanya kahit anong mangyari. At pakialam lang niya sa mga tao diba? Andyan naman ang pamilya niya at pati si Ogie.

"May I cry cry?"
SHET. SOBRA KANG BENTA.
Kahit sobrang hindi kita mabasa ng matino.

Simula na naman ng linggo bukas. Kakayanin .....sana.

Sana makapunta ako dun sa film showing sa UPD sa November 12. Iniimbita ako ni Js na manood eh. Chassis title nung film at si Jodi Sta. Maria yung bida. Gusto ko siyang mapanood kasi isa si Jodi sa mga pinapanood ko talagang artista kahit 'di siya ganun kasikat. Speaking of celebrities, kanina napanood ko sa The Buzz na nagbabalik showbiz na si Carol Banawa! OHMYGOODNESS. SOBRANG GUSTO KO SIYA. MAHAL NA MAHAL KO ANG BOSES NIYA. As. In. Excited na nga akong bilhin yung album niya eh, yung My Music My Life. Sabay ko yung bibilhin dun sa Fantasy album ni Regine :) EXCITED NA'KONG MAG-NOVEMBER 15 DAHIL DUN! (November 15 = Release of Fantasy!)

Kating-kati na'kong bumili ng iPod or ng laptop! MUST BE ABLE TO BUY WITHIN THIS MONTH. Parang iPod nalang gusto kong bilhin. Ako'y nangungulila na dahil wala akong music. :'( Sadness. MUSIC, I NEED YOU BADLY.

Harry Potter

By the way.

I also can't wait for Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (Part 1).



Haha.
The fan girl in me.

Been Waiting

...is the title of the song Universal Records released from Regine's new album called "Fantasy" which by the way is set to be distributed nationwide on Nov 13 or 18 or 24. Ahaha. I'm not so sure.

It's such a perfect song for Regine for she's "been waiting" for Ogie since EVER. I know that because of him, Regine's at her happiest right now. Blessings, blessings, blessings.. She has a movie coming up, an indie film to be released, a soap opera, a new CD AND A WEDDING.


SILA NA ANG MASAYA. HAHA.

Note:
December 23, 2010 will be the telecast of the wedding of the year!

Anyways, going back to the song.

I EFFING LOVE THE SONG. It's not only because it's new and Regine sang it but because of the melody. It feels raw to me. I feel like I want to fall in love, seriously. Haay. ♥♥♥

When I was listening to the song, I felt like I was going back to my roots. I felt like I was going back to being "normal". I've been out on the loop lately when it came to Regine, hell, I haven't even been watching Party Pilipinas. The eff, right? And this song just brought me back to her.

It reminded me of how happy I am that she's happy. I know that the downside here is that she's probably laying down low next year because she wants to get pregnant. But for me, it's okay. She's been waiting for this for almost 20 years now and I can't give anything back to her but her freedom to be happy in the way she wants to be.

I miss her so much.
I just can't wait for the album to be released nationwide.
22 NEW SONGS, shet.

COMMERCIAL:
Pwedeng malungkot?
May bago siyang CD pero wala akong ipod :'(



Been Waiting

I have been waiting for such a long time
For you to hear this song
The joy you bring me
No words could take place
You made my darkness bright

I've been so lonely until you owned me
I'm lost and cold here but you have found me
I have been waiting to share a lifetime with you

I've been so lonely until you owned me
I'm lost and cold here but you have found me
I have been waiting for such a long time
For you to hear this song

The love we once shared is all that matters
Until this life is through
I've been so lonely until you called me
I'm lost and cold here but have found me

I have been waiting for such a long time
For you to hear this song
The joy you bring me
No words words could take place
You made my darkness bright

I've been so lonely until you owned me
I'm lost and cold here but you have found me
I have been waiting for such a long time
I have been waiting to share a lifetime with you




LOVE IS IN THE FREAKING AIR!

BREAK.

BREAK.


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Sorry mommy and daddy.

Responsibility

MAKE OR BREAK.

Canvassing

...for a laptop with a loooong battery life.

Haay.

Don't know what to buy.
I need a computer expert.


Or maybe I should just buy an ipod?
What do you think?

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