Saturday, July 29, 2006
Isa tong malaking kalamidad.
Wala pa akong nagagawang kahit anong homework.
10:30 na ng umaga.
At may debut slash party pa ako mamayang 7:00 pm.
[yey. 3rd party of my life...]
ohwell. walang tulugan technique lang ang solusyon dyan.
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Basta alam ko. Ang saya mag-stay sa Metrowalk ng ganong oras. Midnight na un. Pare, first time ko! [oo na. FIRST TIME. oo na.]
Pagdating namin sa Metrowalk at nag-hang out sa Starbucks, may bandang tumutugtog sa may labas. Hindi ko sila kilala. Nang biglang sabi Kuya Nico [Mara, sa tingin mo ba naging gwapo si Kuya Nico? May nag-iba sa knya.] BLOOMFIELDS daw sila. Hindi ko sila kilala. Pero nung nanood kami. WOOOOOOOW. Ang galing at sobrang cute nila. :) Lahat pa sila naka-suit. Tapos ang GALING nung drummer. ANG GALING.
Isa pa.
ANG GALING NUNG DRUMMER NILA!
Ayun. Wala lng.
Maganda na sana yung gabi kung wala lng akong nakitang mga taong kamukha niya. Arrrrgh.
They are damn everywhere!
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May sinabi si Yves sa akin nung Music. Hindi ko siya gets. Ang narinig at naintindihan ko lang ay ang mga salitang "POST" at "KANTA" ....
Soo.......
Sabi ko, "cge"
Feeling ko ibig niyang sabihin, i-post ko daw yung kanta namin.
Soo.......
"cge"
THE UNFAMILIAR PATH
v1:
Oh my Lord, with all my heart
I long for Your embrace
To feel You near, to see Your face
Withstanding time and space
v2:
Your brilliant sun, Your starry night
Has kissed me with Your touch
Your wisping wind and cloudy sky
They show me of your love
chorus:
As I walk the unfamiliar path
With You just by my side
Living life without a doubt
You calm my fears inside
Cast Your light upon my shadow
In the stillness of the night
Hearing the bells of the sunrise
v3:
I dream of life beyond this place
And I see You smiling from a distance
I long to be there by Your side
Oh Lord my God, take me in Your stride
chorus
bridge:
And I know You'll always be
Standing there beside me
When all else fails
To You I'll fall
My Saviour Lord, friend above all
chorus
coda:
Cast Your light upon my shadow
Hearing the bells
It's been the sweetest ride
=======
YEAH. BIBBO ROCKS. :)
SO, MIA?
=======
Isa pa, orite?
*ehem ehem*
PAKITAGO MGA SIKRETO MO NG MABUTI. ITAGO MO. HUWAG MO NALANG SABIHIN. :) THANKS.
Wala pa akong nagagawang kahit anong homework.
10:30 na ng umaga.
At may debut slash party pa ako mamayang 7:00 pm.
[yey. 3rd party of my life...]
ohwell. walang tulugan technique lang ang solusyon dyan.
=======
Basta alam ko. Ang saya mag-stay sa Metrowalk ng ganong oras. Midnight na un. Pare, first time ko! [oo na. FIRST TIME. oo na.]
Pagdating namin sa Metrowalk at nag-hang out sa Starbucks, may bandang tumutugtog sa may labas. Hindi ko sila kilala. Nang biglang sabi Kuya Nico [Mara, sa tingin mo ba naging gwapo si Kuya Nico? May nag-iba sa knya.] BLOOMFIELDS daw sila. Hindi ko sila kilala. Pero nung nanood kami. WOOOOOOOW. Ang galing at sobrang cute nila. :) Lahat pa sila naka-suit. Tapos ang GALING nung drummer. ANG GALING.
Isa pa.
ANG GALING NUNG DRUMMER NILA!
Ayun. Wala lng.
Maganda na sana yung gabi kung wala lng akong nakitang mga taong kamukha niya. Arrrrgh.
They are damn everywhere!
=======
May sinabi si Yves sa akin nung Music. Hindi ko siya gets. Ang narinig at naintindihan ko lang ay ang mga salitang "POST" at "KANTA" ....
Soo.......
Sabi ko, "cge"
Feeling ko ibig niyang sabihin, i-post ko daw yung kanta namin.
Soo.......
"cge"
THE UNFAMILIAR PATH
v1:
Oh my Lord, with all my heart
I long for Your embrace
To feel You near, to see Your face
Withstanding time and space
v2:
Your brilliant sun, Your starry night
Has kissed me with Your touch
Your wisping wind and cloudy sky
They show me of your love
chorus:
As I walk the unfamiliar path
With You just by my side
Living life without a doubt
You calm my fears inside
Cast Your light upon my shadow
In the stillness of the night
Hearing the bells of the sunrise
v3:
I dream of life beyond this place
And I see You smiling from a distance
I long to be there by Your side
Oh Lord my God, take me in Your stride
chorus
bridge:
And I know You'll always be
Standing there beside me
When all else fails
To You I'll fall
My Saviour Lord, friend above all
chorus
coda:
Cast Your light upon my shadow
Hearing the bells
It's been the sweetest ride
=======
YEAH. BIBBO ROCKS. :)
SO, MIA?
=======
Isa pa, orite?
*ehem ehem*
PAKITAGO MGA SIKRETO MO NG MABUTI. ITAGO MO. HUWAG MO NALANG SABIHIN. :) THANKS.
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
So, Ok. After how many days.
The PLDT Dude has decided to fix our internet DSL connection.
And VWALA. I'M BACK.
I missed Mr. Bloggie.
Hi Mr. Bloggie! Did you miss me?
I did not.
You evil.
But I still love you!
=======
you've always rambled about how imperfect, how rude and how intolerable things are going around you. you've always bombarded me with hurtful complaints on how everything stood out of your plans.
i heard someone shouting. it was you. you said you were drowning. you asked, pleaded me for help. so i went through the dark, thick forest to find you.
yes. i found you and i lend you my hand. it hurt me because my hands have always been viciosuly scarred with indelible streaks of pain. but i thought better not to tell you. you were too busy pulling yourself up. and im already feeling numb waist-up, so why bother?
we were both up and out of the lake.
you were soaked. i was wet.
and then you took off. suddenly.
you did not take the time to look at me.
you did not notice me standing there. wet.
i felt invisible.
i felt dead.
i was shocked by your sudden departure.
i was standing on my own 2 feeble feet.
i feared it might give in
and then i would fall head first on the damp ground.
but the desire to run after you took over and i stood.
i faked all smiles out to the world.
though all my insides were churning so horribly.
i suffered the consequences meant for the both of us.
amidst the soulless night and seething cold.
you left me alone and shattered.
how could you do that to me,
when all i did was save you from your debt?
OK. WAIT.
I WROTE THIS LIKE YEARS AGO.
seriously now. april 27, 2006.
ok. One year lng. :)
I STILL KNOW EXACTLY WHY AND FOR WHOM.
BUT I DON'T MEAN IT NOW.
I WAS ONLY PULLLED BY THE INTENSITY OF MY ANGER.
..and loneliness.
BUT I DON'T CARE NOW.
I JUST FELT LIKE SHARING.
AND LETTING GO.
inaamag na kasi yung papel sa likod ng diary ko eh. :)
=======
I swear.
I'm loving this picture.
=======
Let's repeat that again shall we.
SABI KO NA NGA BA EH.
YOU CAN NEVER HIDE IT.
MASYADO KANG HALATA. x|
galingan mo ngang magtago sa susunod.
masakit eh.
The PLDT Dude has decided to fix our internet DSL connection.
And VWALA. I'M BACK.
I missed Mr. Bloggie.
Hi Mr. Bloggie! Did you miss me?
I did not.
You evil.
But I still love you!
=======
you've always rambled about how imperfect, how rude and how intolerable things are going around you. you've always bombarded me with hurtful complaints on how everything stood out of your plans.
i heard someone shouting. it was you. you said you were drowning. you asked, pleaded me for help. so i went through the dark, thick forest to find you.
yes. i found you and i lend you my hand. it hurt me because my hands have always been viciosuly scarred with indelible streaks of pain. but i thought better not to tell you. you were too busy pulling yourself up. and im already feeling numb waist-up, so why bother?
we were both up and out of the lake.
you were soaked. i was wet.
and then you took off. suddenly.
you did not take the time to look at me.
you did not notice me standing there. wet.
i felt invisible.
i felt dead.
i was shocked by your sudden departure.
i was standing on my own 2 feeble feet.
i feared it might give in
and then i would fall head first on the damp ground.
but the desire to run after you took over and i stood.
i faked all smiles out to the world.
though all my insides were churning so horribly.
i suffered the consequences meant for the both of us.
amidst the soulless night and seething cold.
you left me alone and shattered.
how could you do that to me,
when all i did was save you from your debt?
OK. WAIT.
I WROTE THIS LIKE YEARS AGO.
seriously now. april 27, 2006.
ok. One year lng. :)
I STILL KNOW EXACTLY WHY AND FOR WHOM.
BUT I DON'T MEAN IT NOW.
I WAS ONLY PULLLED BY THE INTENSITY OF MY ANGER.
..and loneliness.
BUT I DON'T CARE NOW.
I JUST FELT LIKE SHARING.
AND LETTING GO.
inaamag na kasi yung papel sa likod ng diary ko eh. :)
I swear.
I'm loving this picture.
=======
Let's repeat that again shall we.
SABI KO NA NGA BA EH.
YOU CAN NEVER HIDE IT.
MASYADO KANG HALATA. x|
galingan mo ngang magtago sa susunod.
masakit eh.
Sunday, July 09, 2006
Ok naman ako.
Sa mga nagtatanong.
Ok naman ako.
Pero mukhang walang nagtatanong.
So, wala lang.
Sharing.
Ay may nagtanong pala.
Ui. Ok naman ako.
Ikaw? Ok ka ba?
Sana ok ka.
Kasi hindi ako ok 'pag hindi ka ok.
So, pagnagtanong ka.
Hindi ako ok.
Kasi hindi ka ok.
Gets?
Basta yun.
=======
I was looking forward to having that "late night chat" with whoever that thursday night of the retreat. Paula asked me if we were to push through with it. Hmmm. I said, "pagiisipan ko." Sa tagal ng pagiisip ko. Nakatulog na ata si Paula. Ahahaha. But, Yves, Teresa and Kathy were still awake. So, we talked.
It was really short for I was sleepy myself. Yves just stayed awake to read her palancas. Kathy, because her hair was still wet. And Teresa, cause she was being a nice, responsible Spiritual Chairman.
Nang biglang.
May dumating.
Multo?
Nope.
Si Ms. Sarenas. :)
=======
Ayun.
Malabo ang mundo.
And I like it.
Magulo ang mundo.
And I like it.
Masaya ang mundo.
And I love it.
But I hate you.
Thank you.
=======
I'm sorry.
I think I tortured your hanky.
I will heal it first.
It's still in a state of shock.
=======
You know, if you weren't my father. And if I hadn't come from a very meningful retreat, I would so kill you right now.
Don't you lay a hand on me, let alone a finger. Your touch burns through my skin.
Hatred?
Understatement.
=======
I need an outlet.
My diary ain't enough.
I need someone.
Now.
Now.
RIGHT NOW.
Who can volunteer?
Anyone, please.
=======
EXCITING. PE BUKAS.
=======
Bilog nga ang mundo.
Madaming kalye, madaming kanto.
Eh bakit parang one way?
Bawal bumalik. Bawal lumiko.
Traffic na. Sunod parin ako.
Ano ba. San ka ba pupunta.
Tignan mo. Mali nalikuan mo.
Hindi dito. Dun sa kaliwa.
Ok lang yan. Kasama mo naman ako.
Ayun oh. May U-turn. Dun tayo.
Bayaan mo. Sigurado. Walang manggugulo.
Tama lagi ang daan basta't magkasama tayo.
Sa mga nagtatanong.
Ok naman ako.
Pero mukhang walang nagtatanong.
So, wala lang.
Sharing.
Ay may nagtanong pala.
Ui. Ok naman ako.
Ikaw? Ok ka ba?
Sana ok ka.
Kasi hindi ako ok 'pag hindi ka ok.
So, pagnagtanong ka.
Hindi ako ok.
Kasi hindi ka ok.
Gets?
Basta yun.
=======
I was looking forward to having that "late night chat" with whoever that thursday night of the retreat. Paula asked me if we were to push through with it. Hmmm. I said, "pagiisipan ko." Sa tagal ng pagiisip ko. Nakatulog na ata si Paula. Ahahaha. But, Yves, Teresa and Kathy were still awake. So, we talked.
It was really short for I was sleepy myself. Yves just stayed awake to read her palancas. Kathy, because her hair was still wet. And Teresa, cause she was being a nice, responsible Spiritual Chairman.
Nang biglang.
May dumating.
Multo?
Nope.
Si Ms. Sarenas. :)
=======
Ayun.
Malabo ang mundo.
And I like it.
Magulo ang mundo.
And I like it.
Masaya ang mundo.
And I love it.
But I hate you.
Thank you.
=======
I'm sorry.
I think I tortured your hanky.
I will heal it first.
It's still in a state of shock.
=======
You know, if you weren't my father. And if I hadn't come from a very meningful retreat, I would so kill you right now.
Don't you lay a hand on me, let alone a finger. Your touch burns through my skin.
Hatred?
Understatement.
=======
I need an outlet.
My diary ain't enough.
I need someone.
Now.
Now.
RIGHT NOW.
Who can volunteer?
Anyone, please.
=======
EXCITING. PE BUKAS.
=======
Bilog nga ang mundo.
Madaming kalye, madaming kanto.
Eh bakit parang one way?
Bawal bumalik. Bawal lumiko.
Traffic na. Sunod parin ako.
Ano ba. San ka ba pupunta.
Tignan mo. Mali nalikuan mo.
Hindi dito. Dun sa kaliwa.
Ok lang yan. Kasama mo naman ako.
Ayun oh. May U-turn. Dun tayo.
Bayaan mo. Sigurado. Walang manggugulo.
Tama lagi ang daan basta't magkasama tayo.
Friday, July 07, 2006
Totoo.
Mahal ko buhay mo.
Sinusumpa ko yung akin.
=======
I can't believe how one class can be that "united"? "jived"? "clicked so well together"? I mean, it was like BAAAM!
Haaaay.
It's rare for me to be in this kind of class.
And I think I love it. It adds so much points to the "3rd will be a great year for you, Kyla" point chart I have. [cool, right? ahahaha.]
But hey, I still think room 1 is a random class.
=======
For some reason, I am speechless.
Pero gusto ko pa dumaldal.
========
Honestly, I would rather watch the 3 back-to-back episodes of CSI than Veronica Mars. Don't get me wrong. I still love Veronice Mars. [much much much love] But I haven't been watching it. And if ever I will in the future, I would be like.... "What---? How---? WHAT THE HECK?!"
I live because of Paula's constant questioning...
Paula: Kyla, did you watch Veronica Mars?
Kyla: OH SH*T. WEDNESDAY PALA KAHAPON. NAKALIMUTAN KO.
Paula: Kyla! How could you forget?! Yesterday..... blah blah blah
*and she tells me of these exciting scenes or events that I could've seen if only I watched. And it makes it worse, cause sometimes I don't even know who the people she's talking about are*
DAAAARRRRRRRRN.
but but but.
I watched CSI last wednesday and I loved it. :)
=======
I suddenlyl wanted to be a Baptist.
I think they're great.
I mean, their religion.
They don't live by tradition.
And I love that.
And they do praise and worship more than anything else.
And I love that too.
It's just that I can't switch to being a Baptist now. Now that I have this community in Mary The Queen.
Haaay. Well, I guess MTQ's where I'm supposed to be.
=======
May kwento ako.
Kasi Biyernes ng umaga, may activity at mahaba siya. So, normally, male-late kami for the morning snacks. Edi un. Na-late nga kami. 12 na ng hapon at sabi kakain na daw. Pagdating namin sa refectory. HUUUUH? BAKIT SNACKS ANG SINE-SERVE NILANG FOOD? Siyempre, magtataka ka, bakit hindi lunch? Siguro after ten minutes lunch nman yung se-serve nila. Eh 20 minutes na naming tinititigan ung masarap na lugaw at malinamnam na mga puto eh wala pa ring lumalabas na lunch lady.
Wala na rin kaming nagawa kaya naman kumain nalng kami at muling bumalik sa conference room. Makalipas ang 2 oras. Guys, kakain na daw. HUUUH? KAKAIN NA NAMAN?! BUSOG PA AKO.
May isang babae [na ubod ng ganda] sabi: HINDI AKO KAKAIN UNLESS SINIGANG YUNG ULAM. [ui. sino kaya yun? hot pa xa]
Nasa dorm sila nun. Yung mga gustong kumain bumaba na, ung babaeng maganda [sige na nga sasabihin ko na ung pangalan nung bababe] si KYLA nandun nag-stay sa dorm, tumbling dito, tumbling dun, sayaw dito, sayaw dun, tawa dito, tawa dun.
Nang biglang may pumasok at sumigaw ng pangalan niya....
KYLA!!! SINIGANG YUNG UNG ULAM.
Waaaaaah. Ayun. Bumaba si Kyla at naging baboy muli.
Yun lang.
Thank you.
=======
And daming firsts sa retreat na toh.
Unang beses kong natulog ng maaga. 12:15am.
Unang beses ako nakakita ng klaseng tulog na lahat before 1am.
Unang beses ndi natakot kahit na nagkwento si Kathy ng scary story.
Unang beses ndi mag-midnight snack sa gabi.
Unang beses kong hindi nanaginip sa retreat.
Unang beses na sobrang sarap ng tulog ko kahit sobrang lamig.
Unang beses manalo dun sa "MAKE A STURDY 3-LEVEL STRUCTURE OUT OF STRAWS" activity. THANK YOU MS. ZUELA!!!
Unang beses kong bumagsak agad sa kama paguwi dahil sobrang pagod.
=======
God answered my prayer.
The retreat really became my consolation
my closure.
a finality.
the end.
God found ways.
=======
Excuse me,
The feeling is mutual. x|
=======
May sipon pa rin ako.
At dagdagan mo pa ng ubo.
=======
Alas dose na nga't bakit naghihintay ka pa?
Mahal ko buhay mo.
Sinusumpa ko yung akin.
=======
I can't believe how one class can be that "united"? "jived"? "clicked so well together"? I mean, it was like BAAAM!
Haaaay.
It's rare for me to be in this kind of class.
And I think I love it. It adds so much points to the "3rd will be a great year for you, Kyla" point chart I have. [cool, right? ahahaha.]
But hey, I still think room 1 is a random class.
=======
For some reason, I am speechless.
Pero gusto ko pa dumaldal.
========
Honestly, I would rather watch the 3 back-to-back episodes of CSI than Veronica Mars. Don't get me wrong. I still love Veronice Mars. [much much much love] But I haven't been watching it. And if ever I will in the future, I would be like.... "What---? How---? WHAT THE HECK?!"
I live because of Paula's constant questioning...
Paula: Kyla, did you watch Veronica Mars?
Kyla: OH SH*T. WEDNESDAY PALA KAHAPON. NAKALIMUTAN KO.
Paula: Kyla! How could you forget?! Yesterday..... blah blah blah
*and she tells me of these exciting scenes or events that I could've seen if only I watched. And it makes it worse, cause sometimes I don't even know who the people she's talking about are*
DAAAARRRRRRRRN.
but but but.
I watched CSI last wednesday and I loved it. :)
=======
I suddenlyl wanted to be a Baptist.
I think they're great.
I mean, their religion.
They don't live by tradition.
And I love that.
And they do praise and worship more than anything else.
And I love that too.
It's just that I can't switch to being a Baptist now. Now that I have this community in Mary The Queen.
Haaay. Well, I guess MTQ's where I'm supposed to be.
=======
May kwento ako.
Kasi Biyernes ng umaga, may activity at mahaba siya. So, normally, male-late kami for the morning snacks. Edi un. Na-late nga kami. 12 na ng hapon at sabi kakain na daw. Pagdating namin sa refectory. HUUUUH? BAKIT SNACKS ANG SINE-SERVE NILANG FOOD? Siyempre, magtataka ka, bakit hindi lunch? Siguro after ten minutes lunch nman yung se-serve nila. Eh 20 minutes na naming tinititigan ung masarap na lugaw at malinamnam na mga puto eh wala pa ring lumalabas na lunch lady.
Wala na rin kaming nagawa kaya naman kumain nalng kami at muling bumalik sa conference room. Makalipas ang 2 oras. Guys, kakain na daw. HUUUH? KAKAIN NA NAMAN?! BUSOG PA AKO.
May isang babae [na ubod ng ganda] sabi: HINDI AKO KAKAIN UNLESS SINIGANG YUNG ULAM. [ui. sino kaya yun? hot pa xa]
Nasa dorm sila nun. Yung mga gustong kumain bumaba na, ung babaeng maganda [sige na nga sasabihin ko na ung pangalan nung bababe] si KYLA nandun nag-stay sa dorm, tumbling dito, tumbling dun, sayaw dito, sayaw dun, tawa dito, tawa dun.
Nang biglang may pumasok at sumigaw ng pangalan niya....
KYLA!!! SINIGANG YUNG UNG ULAM.
Waaaaaah. Ayun. Bumaba si Kyla at naging baboy muli.
Yun lang.
Thank you.
=======
And daming firsts sa retreat na toh.
Unang beses kong natulog ng maaga. 12:15am.
Unang beses ako nakakita ng klaseng tulog na lahat before 1am.
Unang beses ndi natakot kahit na nagkwento si Kathy ng scary story.
Unang beses ndi mag-midnight snack sa gabi.
Unang beses kong hindi nanaginip sa retreat.
Unang beses na sobrang sarap ng tulog ko kahit sobrang lamig.
Unang beses manalo dun sa "MAKE A STURDY 3-LEVEL STRUCTURE OUT OF STRAWS" activity. THANK YOU MS. ZUELA!!!
Unang beses kong bumagsak agad sa kama paguwi dahil sobrang pagod.
=======
God answered my prayer.
The retreat really became my consolation
my closure.
a finality.
the end.
God found ways.
=======
Excuse me,
The feeling is mutual. x|
=======
May sipon pa rin ako.
At dagdagan mo pa ng ubo.
=======
Alas dose na nga't bakit naghihintay ka pa?
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Oo na.
Masasabi nating mali ako.
Pero mali ka rin.
Magaling nga ako.
Pero halatang mas magaling ka.
Simple lang yun eh.
Mahal ko buhay mo.
Sinusumpa ko yung akin.
Oh, diba?
Ang simple.
========
I am piled with homeworks. [piled = total understatement.] I actually like the fact that we're having the retreat this early. Honestly, I need it. More than anything. Ewan.
I don't consider it as a some kind of a "life-changing" thing for me. ['Cause it has never been. tsk. WHERE DO YOU GUYS GET YOUR FACILITATORS?]
It's more of
a consolation,
a closure,
a finality,
an end.
A bridge to the end of that seemingly endless spiral of confusion.
And from there, everything begins again.
Wow. Now that seems impossible, right?
Well, everything in MY world is possible.
Yes. You don't believe it?
I don't care.
=======
Although I think that our group didn't quite prepare for that English Jingle thing, I am still proud of how it came about. I mean, we were bursting with so much confidence! Ahahaha. Ohwell, sabi nga nila... Just damn have fun. Eh kasi naman eh, we've already declared who we thought and will most probably win even BEFORE everyone has presentend their piece.
And yes, we guessed it right.
They won. CONGRATS!
And they deserve it.
As for us, well, I didn't think we deserved to be in the 2nd place [woot.woot. 95 baybeh. Yes. I'm definitely proud.] but we were!
It's amazing how life works.
Well, for some people, i guess.
=======
You know,
I know you know that I hate you.
And we both know that.
I am just glad that today was a happy day.
That's why I can't hate you YET.
I'm overjoyed. still.
=======
I've had this sipon since last friday.
Believe me, BIHIRA AKO MAGKASAKIT.
And I'm loving it.
I love sickness.
And it's very timely.
Because.... ewan.
Just because.
Sa mundo ko, walang sakit sakit.
The last time I went to the hospital [as far as I could remember] was in Grade 3. [Oo na. Ikaw kinder.] And that was just because my sister "transfered" the virus to me. I have a relatively strong body [sana]. And it's nice to experience something for a change.
=======
Ang daldal ko.
=======
I still love Ms. Guevarra.
And I found out something about Ms. Sarenas...
tsk. tsk. tsk.
It's not good.
Waahh.
The story came from a friend who got it from Ms. Mortel.
Waaaaw. Very odd relationships.
=======
Really.
It
FREAKS.
ME.
OUT.
whenever you call me Babe.
Masasabi nating mali ako.
Pero mali ka rin.
Magaling nga ako.
Pero halatang mas magaling ka.
Simple lang yun eh.
Mahal ko buhay mo.
Sinusumpa ko yung akin.
Oh, diba?
Ang simple.
========
I am piled with homeworks. [piled = total understatement.] I actually like the fact that we're having the retreat this early. Honestly, I need it. More than anything. Ewan.
I don't consider it as a some kind of a "life-changing" thing for me. ['Cause it has never been. tsk. WHERE DO YOU GUYS GET YOUR FACILITATORS?]
It's more of
a consolation,
a closure,
a finality,
an end.
A bridge to the end of that seemingly endless spiral of confusion.
And from there, everything begins again.
Wow. Now that seems impossible, right?
Well, everything in MY world is possible.
Yes. You don't believe it?
I don't care.
=======
Although I think that our group didn't quite prepare for that English Jingle thing, I am still proud of how it came about. I mean, we were bursting with so much confidence! Ahahaha. Ohwell, sabi nga nila... Just damn have fun. Eh kasi naman eh, we've already declared who we thought and will most probably win even BEFORE everyone has presentend their piece.
And yes, we guessed it right.
They won. CONGRATS!
And they deserve it.
As for us, well, I didn't think we deserved to be in the 2nd place [woot.woot. 95 baybeh. Yes. I'm definitely proud.] but we were!
It's amazing how life works.
Well, for some people, i guess.
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You know,
I know you know that I hate you.
And we both know that.
I am just glad that today was a happy day.
That's why I can't hate you YET.
I'm overjoyed. still.
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I've had this sipon since last friday.
Believe me, BIHIRA AKO MAGKASAKIT.
And I'm loving it.
I love sickness.
And it's very timely.
Because.... ewan.
Just because.
Sa mundo ko, walang sakit sakit.
The last time I went to the hospital [as far as I could remember] was in Grade 3. [Oo na. Ikaw kinder.] And that was just because my sister "transfered" the virus to me. I have a relatively strong body [sana]. And it's nice to experience something for a change.
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Ang daldal ko.
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I still love Ms. Guevarra.
And I found out something about Ms. Sarenas...
tsk. tsk. tsk.
It's not good.
Waahh.
The story came from a friend who got it from Ms. Mortel.
Waaaaw. Very odd relationships.
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Really.
It
FREAKS.
ME.
OUT.
whenever you call me Babe.
Monday, July 03, 2006
In one of your lies.
To treat me so nice,
I, can't believe my bones.
When they say,
So many things.
They tell me I am fine,
believe me I, I try.
Ever so sweet,
You make this seem,
The way things go.
It's not my fault.
And I'll miss,
I'll miss you so good.
All of those nights,
We lost our way back home.
Ever so sweet,
You baked it in cakes for me.
What you left behind,
It hurts my teeth.
Bring in the past with the postcards you sent for me.
Every line,
It brings me right back down.
Can't you see the wall you built for me?
Well I'm not special
I'm not special
Ever So Sweet
The Early November
I'm LOVING The Early November now.
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NGITI LANG, KYLA.
Masaya ang buhay.
Si Lord na bahala.
I love talking to Mars.<
Really.
Trip
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Ilang araw na rin ang nakalipas
Buhat pa nung unang napagmasdan
And hanging walang tigil ang paghampas
Doon sa isang malamig na dalampasigan
Akala mo malulunod
Ang lakas lakas ng alon
Gamit pa ang mga paang lubos nang pudpod
Pagod na simula pa ng panahon
Susubukan ngang makarating
Sa kabilang dakong abot lang ng tingin
Hayaan mo. Nandyan na pang-pang
Dadating na tayo, onting tiis na lang
Eh bakit ba kasi kelangan pang hintayin
Makaabot sa dulong lagi namang bitin
Kung pwede namang tumigil at sa alon sumabay
Dito lang. 'Wag na don. Sabay tayong maglakbay
~~Oh yan. Natripan ko gumawa kanina kasi na-inspire ako kasi nakahanap ako ng Chem Article. Haaaaaay. Ay. Shemay. Patay. Ang babaw ko.
Ilang araw na rin ang nakalipas
Buhat pa nung unang napagmasdan
And hanging walang tigil ang paghampas
Doon sa isang malamig na dalampasigan
Akala mo malulunod
Ang lakas lakas ng alon
Gamit pa ang mga paang lubos nang pudpod
Pagod na simula pa ng panahon
Susubukan ngang makarating
Sa kabilang dakong abot lang ng tingin
Hayaan mo. Nandyan na pang-pang
Dadating na tayo, onting tiis na lang
Eh bakit ba kasi kelangan pang hintayin
Makaabot sa dulong lagi namang bitin
Kung pwede namang tumigil at sa alon sumabay
Dito lang. 'Wag na don. Sabay tayong maglakbay
~~Oh yan. Natripan ko gumawa kanina kasi na-inspire ako kasi nakahanap ako ng Chem Article. Haaaaaay. Ay. Shemay. Patay. Ang babaw ko.
Sunday, July 02, 2006
Hear, O Lord,and have pity on me;
O Lord, be my helper.
You changed my mourning into dancing;
O Lord, my God, forever I will give You thanks.
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I am seriously drawn to 2 different guilds.
What will it be, Kyla?
Filipino or Chem?
Darn.
I wanna join the Filipino guild because:
It'll be fun and I need that (the "fun" I meant). The guild could also serve as my "escape" from all pressure that has been slowly gaining up on me. And the thought of having to spend some time with Aileen AND Mars.... Waaaw. Just so worth it.
Ay. I'm NOT joining because of Mr. Whatsisname. orite? ick.
Now, I wanna join the Chem guild because:
My mom said so. :|
O Lord, be my helper.
You changed my mourning into dancing;
O Lord, my God, forever I will give You thanks.
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I am seriously drawn to 2 different guilds.
Filipino or Chem?
Darn.
I wanna join the Filipino guild because:
It'll be fun and I need that (the "fun" I meant). The guild could also serve as my "escape" from all pressure that has been slowly gaining up on me. And the thought of having to spend some time with Aileen AND Mars.... Waaaw. Just so worth it.
Ay. I'm NOT joining because of Mr. Whatsisname. orite? ick.
Now, I wanna join the Chem guild because:
My mom said so. :|
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