STRANDED

WILL TELL YOU OUR TALE OF STRANDED-NESS LATER ON.


Repost: www.GMANews.tv

98 UP Manila students and 12 of their professors ended up spending the night at their school due to flooding in the Padre Faura area. Most of them, along with their professors, are still stuck at the College of Arts and Science...s (CAS) building. No fo...od since yesterday.

(To report more stranded people, post on our "Stranded on the Road" thread: http://www.facebook.com/topic.php?uid=116724526976&topic=9829.)


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For now, some good news.


Abante, Sept. 26, 2009

ni Abu Tilamzik

Ang isa pang ikinatuwa ni Kris at ng mga kapatid nito ay nang
mapakinggan na nila ang ginawang kanta ni Ogie Alcasid na Hindi Ka
Nag-iisa kung saan ito ang gagamitin sa pangangampanya ni Sen. Noynoy.

Ogie wrote a song for Noy entitled Hindi Ka Nag-iisa, si Regine ang kumanta.

Handog daw nila iyun para kay Noy. Naiyak kaming mga sisters nu'ng
pinapakinggan namin and then si Noy, because he is a music lover, and
he realized it kung gaano kalaki ang pangalan ni Ogie at ni Regine sa
music industry, so. nu’ng pinapakinggan niya. 'Grabe naman 'to,
pahiram ng lyrics, susubukan kong ikabisado.’

"Sabi ko, Noy, huwag na nating i-try, kasi, pang-Songbird na level na.
Nagpakapal na ako, sabi ko, 'Ogie, may simplified version ba? Kasi,
gusto naming maki-sing-along, eh hindi kami gifted.'

"Sabi ni Ogie, merong kantable version daw," natatawang kuwento ni Kris.

.... (updated at 11:14am)

At Alva, P.Faura, Taft.

Shit. Sobrang naiiyak nako.

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Nagpapasalamat ako sa Panginoon at naMove ulit to Tuesday next week and formal report for our non-existent and still unknown cation qualitative analysis.

At kanina habang ginagawa ko yung labreport, eto yung parang line of thought ko:

Pano ko 'to gagawin?
Ano 'to, gagawa ako ng isang malaking bullshit?
Manghuhula, alin dito?
Shet san ako kukuha ng information? Internet?
May Vogel na PDF, shet di kaya ng computer na to
Yung reactions, andun yun sa photox...na hindi ko dala.
Buti pa si Jean tapos na sa part niya
Shet, hindi ako bagay sa IP
SHET, babagsak ako sa Chem18
Bagsak ako sa lec, sa lab
Shet exam namin sa lec bukas
SHET PRACTICALS NG PHARM CHEM
Gusto kong sisihin ang _ _ _ pero wala naman yung kaso
Bakit yung iba, kinakaya naman
SHET YUNG MAGULANG KO
Mommy, daddy sorry.
Shet ayoko na sa IP
Anong gagawin ko?
Hindi ko alam
Teka, pano ba to gagawin?
Ano yung mga cations na pwede?
Sa group III nagkaprecipitate eh
Pero shit ang daming group III dito
ALIN DITO?!?!
HINDI KO ALAM
ANONG GAGAWIN KOOOOOOOO?!?!?!



Tas ayun, lumuluha nako.

Hinihintay ko nalang ngayon si jeannerey.
Para ipaphotox yung chem probset niya.

Tapos uuwi nako.

Si kyla...

Si kyla ay hindi nakapagbigay ng dugo sa araw na to dahil abnormal katawan niya. Si kyla ay hindi bagay sa pharmacy. Si kyla ay fan ni regine. Si kyla ay miss na ang matulog. Si kyla ay masaya dahil madami siyang nakilalang kapatid kanina. Si kyla ay pagod na. Si kyla ay babagsak na.

Si kyla ay MAGANDA PARIN.
May we always be!


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Si kyla ay gusto 'tong makita:

SHIT

MALI YUNG NAGAWA NA DIMENSIONS
FUDGE FUDGE FUDGE

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Mainit mo ako ngayong hinahawakan
Mga kamay mo'y naglalakbay kung saan-saan
Mainit mong akong binabalot ng iyong kalungkutan
Natutunaw ako sa init ng iyong katawan


Ako ba'y tunay mong nararamdaman?

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GOT LOTSA SHIT TO DO.
LATER.

So..

Before my long weekend officially ends.
I shall tell you of today :)


It started quite early, 10 o'clock, yes :))
I went straight to Trinoma for our Social Dance recital practice. On my MRT ride to North Ave Stn, I found out that I was riding the same MRT train with Mich, Irizh and Pauline. That was cool! Ohyeah. Then we all went to Sbucks Trinoma to meet Mizzy there. She picked us up because we were gonna practice at her house. Then when we got there.. We started practicing, and talking, and laughing ang practicing and eating :) Their food was damn great - pasta, pumpkin soap, some filipino dish, fish, etc. We were 10 all in all and even if almost half of the whole social class didn't attend, we still had fun and we still accomplished a lot :) It was a tiring practice but oh well, who said dancing wasn't tiring, anyway?

And then...
I found out that Ginelle was in SM North with her Sikat peeps. We (me, jus, pauline, mich, irizh) went there to say hi. And so we waited for her, and waited, and finally we had to go. So we were crossing the bridge back to Trinoma when we saw Sir Quiming heading towards the opposite direction! WAHAHAHA. We cornered him nicely (Ahihi) and then he treated us ice cream! WAH. ANG BAIT. Anyways, he wasn't the only one we saw! We also saw Ginelle! She was kind of in a hurry because she's watching a movie and she's already late because the movie started alraeady (she and her Sikat peeps were watching UP).

So there.. We went to Galeria and we watched Sorority Row. It was a suspense movie (and we all know I am not a fan of suspense/thriller/scary movies). Damn. I was kind of hiding behind my arms and so was Mich. Ahaha. Nagtabi pa talaga kami nun :)) The movie was good, it wasn't boring and it definitely wasn't corny. It had a nice twist, predictable maybe for some but it's aight!

While we were in the movies, Ginelle texted me and asked me if I wanted her to drop by Ortigas stn on her way home and go to Gale to meet us. I said sure :)) Later on, I realized that, her dropping by would somewhat make things easier for me. Wahahaha. What happened was, Ginelle led the way for Irizh, Jus, Mich and Pauline on their way to Ortigas stn :)) WHAHAHAHA. Inutusan ko ba raw si Ginelle? Ayun. She did naman. And they all happily went home.

But things weren't done for me.
Haay. To make the long story short, outline nalang ha! I'm sleepy na.

-I went back to Gale
-Went to AstroVision to check the OST of Paano Kita Iibigin
-Rejoiced cause they had a copy
-Realized I had no money left. Shet.
-Panicked.
-Decided that I'd let my parents buy it for me.
-Met with my parents.
-Bought the CD <3
-Smiled a lot.
-Went to Dampa sa Libis. My other family was there (The Barroso's)
-WAITED FOR THE FOOD.
-STILL WAITED FOR THE FOOD (tagal magserve)
-ATE. (ANG DAMING INORDER, 10K worth. SHET.)
-Went home.
-Blogged. :)


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Ohyeah.

Ginelle asked me if I knew the difference among

"I like you",
"I love you", and
"I'm in love with you"...

And she asked me some questions after that :)


Yun lang.
Bye.


Off to labrep and paper making.

AHGHGSFSDFASFASFSDF
ASFASDGRAWEGFVAWDVCA



P.S.

Sorry kung may wrong grammar or typo dun sa taas.
Tamad nakong magProofread.



Martial Law day ata today. Diko sure.

Kimmydora Aloneness

Oh yes.
She had a camero role in Kimmydora :)
A teacher. ANG CUTE GRABE. HOWMYGASH.

I watched Kimmydora yesterday...ALONE. FOR THE FIRST TIME, I watched a movie in the movie theater alone. It was fun, especially when I knew that I'll be seeing RV. <3

I needed to watch it kasi because I just came from an... UNBELIEVABLE exam (Pharm Chem lab/lec). Like I said before (in my pasts posts), College of Pharm exams are unjust. It levels off the students who studied with those who didn't by giving out-of-this-world exams.

MATH 17 SIX DAYS A WEEK IS BETTER THAN PHARM CHEM 125 TWICE A WEEK.
-- Oh yes, I HATE MY COURSE.

Haay. I don't want to dwell on it anymore.
As if there is still anything else I can do, right?

Well. Okay. ANYWAYS.

After I watched Kimmydora. I dropped by KFC taft to accompany my lover, Char :)) Ahahaha. We ate and as usual, made chismis and talked about stuff. We stayed there 'til 11pm! Then Kuya Andy picked me up from there and we went to MOA, kasi apparently, CONCERT PALA NI MARTIN AND GARY (As One) DUN. Ohyeah. My dad, mom, tito sonny and tita a went with p25,000 worth of tickets at hand. WHEW. We picked them up and just when I thought my day was already was over, THEY (the concert peepz) STILL WANTED TO EAT OUT. My gulay.

So we went around MOA and ended up in Metrowalk, Icebergs :))

Tas ayun, umuwi narin, mga 2am narin yun ah!



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This coming week:

I have 3 exams, 2 on saturday (Pharm chem practicals and Chem lec) and one on friday (epal Physics).
I have a dance practice tomorrow somewhere in QC.
And that... as uneventful as it may sound, is MY SAVIOR.
Don't ask why nalang.


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Tungkol sa ano man kayang awitin para sa iyo
Di biro ang gawing sukat ang titik sa tono
Sampu man aking diksyunaryo kung ang tugma'y di wasto
Basta't isipin di magbabago damdamin ko sa iyo


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There's something wrong with you.
You reply to my text. You're "sweet".
May kinain ka bang bulok or something?
It bothers me 'cause I don't know what to do.
I mean, I want to do A and B.

WHATTHAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

So confused the me!!!

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Hataw Awit Pinoy 1994
Part 1 - With Ariel
Part 2 - With The Company
Part 3 - Interview
Part 4 - Solo
Part 5 - Solo cont.

Subscriber: anakin0730

Taking time

I want to take time from my "studying" since today may may be the last day where I can surely say that my sanity is still intact.

Tomorrow all my hell might break loose for tomorrow is our Pharm Chem 125 2nd Lecture exam AND our Pharm Chem 125.1 Lab 2nd exam.

Oh great heavens.

In line with that, I just want to share this enlightening text from a dear friend (who is leaving me because she's transferring to Diliman next year):

"I don't like our course, nor can I insist or try staying. I tried, actually. Tinitiis ko pa as of now. Kala ko dati kaya kong tiisin. Pero hindi eh. I'm flunking everything yet I'm still doing nothing. Kala ko magugustuhan ko rin. I don't have the will.


No, I don't have the heart."

"I'm not trying to influence you pero kailangan kasi gusto talaga natin. Kasi dun tayo sasaya. Mahirapan ka man, gusto mo naman, masaya ka parin. I DON'T WANNA REGRET. Di pa huli, pero malapit na yung endpoint. Kaya kung gusto natin, ihabol natin. Umabot nako sa it's not about losing our friends kasi physically lang tayo mawawala. And the money, who says only pharm grads get rich? Maiintindihan tayo ng parents natin.


Your call. Your choice. "


Very well said, Trish.
That pretty much sums up everything I want to say right now.

That's all.

Kaythanksbye.





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Note to self:

MARRY SOMEONE WHO YOU LOVE TALKING TO.


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Currently listening to:

"And this may be a big surprise to you
'Cause youve made me stronger by breaking my heart
You ended my life and made a better one start
You've taught me everything from falling in love to letting go of a lie
Yes, you've made me stronger, baby, by saying goodbye"

Wala lang.

Sharing..?

What You Are To Me

the scent of flowers, that fills the tranquil air, the sound of lovebirds that seem to be everywhere, these are what you are to me, each moment that you're there,


a ray of sunshine that finds it ways in, the smooth and gentle breeze that softly kisses my skin, these are what you are to me as my day would begin,


each morning when i open my eyes i find myself more in love with you,


each second makes up a minute that leads to an hour of thinking of us two,


each wish that i make before i sleep is for us to be together, i pray, each year i have 365 dreams about you and me that our love will always stay.



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George, you're so cute!





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I am currently:

Studying Stereochemistry
Listening to Regine's What You Are To Me
Contemplating on the people I've disappointed
Worrying about yesterday's consequences
Texting Char
Wondering what Ginelle ate that makes her act the way she does
Thinking "I REALLY HATE MY COURSE"
Thanking God for the Bruice book

Early morning at Sbucks Rob

6.45 am and I'm already alive and kicking at Starbucks Robinsons Ermita.

ALL BECAUSE I HAVE TO DO THE SHIT. AS IN THE SHEET.

Natulugan ko kaninang 2am eh.
I'm sorry, Jean. :'(
I think hinintay niya ako, kind of.


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Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more

Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time



COME WHAT MAY

Need it out

EFF


I just needed that out.
I MEAN.


CAN'T THIS WAIT UNTIL AFTER NEXT WEEK?
MY GOSH.

WALA NGA 'TONG GRADE EH.

Gaaaaaaah.
Ayokong magreklamo.
Pero nafifeel ko na gusto kong magreklamo. >.<



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I HATE MY COURSE.
I HATE MY COURSE.
I HATE MY COURSE.


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GOOD THINGS FOR TODAY:

1. Saw Ginelle ang Janu sa Gale, ate mcdo.
2. Had preparation for the Catechesis :)
3. Found out that J wants to join.
4. My classic ipod was restored! Complete with my old songs <3
5. Got weirded out when I saw Alex (as in from MTQ Alex) riding the MRT.


BAD THINGS FOR TODAY:

1. Y'all know.
2. Haven't had sleep.
3. I'm really super exhausted.
4. I have to do shit. As in SHEET.



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Saturday next week..
Please, Tere, make it work? :'(
Let's all watch Kimmydora.


Mia, Tere, Dianne, Paula?

Or kahit In My Life? :))

I think I'll need it.

HOLY CRAP

HOLY CRAP.
I found in one of the Regine sites these upcoming events:

Of All The Things - Movie with Aga
This I know

MAJOR CONCERT - October 2009 (ARANETA)
IS THIS TRUE?! Bakit wala pang advertisements? Shucks totoo ba 'to?!
I NEED TO KNOOOOOOOOOOOW

Songbird - Season 2
Kahit diko nasubaybayan yung season1,
Season2, watch, I will. :)

Divas4Divas the repeat
SUPER I WANT TO WATCH AGAIN!
THE SHOW WAS SUPERB <3

DoReMi 2!
(with Viva Entertainment owner, Vic del Rosario. The movie, which has a tentative release date of December 25, 2010 will reunite Velasquez, Donna Cruz and Mikee Cojuangco as the three lead characters, as well as appearances by Aga Muhlach, Robin Padilla and Keempee de Leon)
I'M SO EXCITED FOR THIS.
SUPER!!!
I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THEM ALL TOGETHER AGAIN <3


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Hell days are coming up.
I'm not tamad to update...
But I really must do some sorority duties for awhile first so I can "study" na. :'(


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Time for you to think things over
Time to talk the drama down
It's not a contest of who'll try harder
Or who'll cross the finish line

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BTW.

Kakauwi ko lang.
And I had a creepy experience in the LRT2.
Oh yes.

2 guys.
2 tall guys.
2 tall indian guys.

2 tall indian scary-looking guys sandwiched me between them, asked for directions and then one asked for my age. I super realized right then and there that directions wasn't really their motive. Feeler na, okay. But I kinda got suspicious. So when we got to the guards' post to get our bags checked, (thank God for that, nagkahiwalay kami), I faked that someone called me through my cell and busilly went the other direction :))

It was funny because they were waiting for me beyond the lady guards' post. Aha! They never got to me after I "went away".


Anyways.
Natakot ako kanina at natatawa ngayon :))

BECAUSE IT ONLY MEANS ONE THING....




May asim pa'ko. AHAHAHAHA.

Cheering and Happy Thoughts

ANG MASASABI KO LANG AY (kahit diko napanood, busy sa RV♥ ):


"kung my pera lang UP, first place kami sa lahat!!! :))"
[Dorado, 2009]




Apparently, today pala yung cheering competition thing. Umulan ng GM yung telepono ko about it. May mga nanood sa TV, merong nanood live. Pero whatever. Kahit diko napanood, updated parin ako. :)) FEU and Ateneo ata top 2, tas third place and UP. ATLEAST, may place diba?


Grabe. Sobrang narerealize ko na ang useless ng telepono ko. Wala akong tinetext, wala rin namang nagtetxt. Sayang paUnli ko. Actually, nagdalawang isip pa nga ako magUnli eh. p80 din yun! Pamasahe at photox din yun! Harumph.


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ANO BA.
Gusto ko talaga manood ng Kimmydora.
Seryosong nasa loob ng puso ko na gusto kong manood.

This week.
KELANGANG THIS WEEK MAPANOOD KO.



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"The only life worth living is the one you're really passionate about ♥"


Sabi yan ng kaklase kong tagaPharm din. At sa uulitin, nasagi na naman sa utak ko na AYOKO ng course ko. AYOKO TALAGA. Siguro dati, medyo tinitiis ko pa, at kinakaya, at sinisikmura ko pa ang IP, pero ngayon, maawa na kayo, AYOKO NA.

Hindi ako bagay sa course ko.
Kahit sino man ang magsabi ng kahit ano pang pwedeng rason ko para magStay, deeper inside, AYOKO.

Pero... as usual...


WALA na naman akong magagawa.
Masyado nang huli at mas madami nang mas magagaling sa'kin ang sumubok magShift, but no, the course still stands by its name, "a trap". The College of Pharmacy is a deathly trap much like the Venus Trap just without the earthly environment.


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Anyways.

Here are my happy thoughts.

1. The "M" hug.
2. YOUTUBE UPLOADER

Let's begin with the Youtube uploader.
I have long discovered this amazing software (medyo last year pa), but I stopped using it after a few failed attempts to extract the first few videos that I tried to extract. But when I got Denise's Ipod, I tried it just for the heck of it.


AND DAMN.
It worked pretty damn well.

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAW.

I have "downloaded" so much Regine videos already!!!
And it's not even like limewire, where everything is so slow and you have to wait for HOURS just finish downloading a certain video or something. Grabe. I was so amazed and excited. I couldn't stop myself from extracting so much videos.

Haay.
My Ipod is now made of love. :)


NEXT HAPPY THOUGHT
(the less happy, but happy still)


Someone hugged me yesterday.
While I was busy arranging the initial set-up for the photoex next week, Someone came, took my hand and hugged me. I forgot what Someone said, because I was too immersed in the hug, but it was mainly "I have to go now, bye, bye".

Man, when Someone hugged me, I felt it.
Maybe this is because I haven't really hugged anyone lately or maybe it's just been a long time since my last real hug.

Damn,
I COULDN'T GET OVER IT. I couldn't forget how Someone hugged me. It felt REAL. OHMYGOSH. I suddenly missed Someone, and while we were still holding hands I asked Someone when will I see Someone again. Someone said, probably at the debate finals. Haaay.


I can't wait.
Thank you Someone. <3




"Ang tagal niyo na raw na hindi nagkaCheveran."

Updating ahead

"'Cause they say it's difficulty, yes, stereotypical.
Gotta be conventional.
You can't be so radical."

I've been obssessing over Regine's live version of Next In Line. And it's funny 'cause I remember this moment when I was in Grade 6 or 7. I was left home alone and I was then going crazy over Regine (WOW, whattasurprise!), you know, saving pictures, reading articles, watching vids, the usual, when I found this mp3 stream of Regine's version of Next In Line. I didn't know what the song was then, so I listened to it. And damn, I was in awe. My mouth was literally open after hearing the whole song. Her rendition was so powerful!!! WHOO. It was like she was really urging the youth, I FELT IT. Wahahaha.

So after that, I started obssessing over the song. I searched for the lyrics, I looked for the original version, I looked for the particular video of Regine singing it. It wasn't really that hard. But the thing was, downloading songs then weren't really "uso", so the only way I could give it a listen was when I would log on to this Regine Velasquez site and play the mp3 on the Internet Explorer video thingy. Meaning, I could only listen to it when we have internet :)) It wasn't like youtube that after loading the whole video, you can already disconnect from the internet and still be able to watch the video. It was funny. I'd go online in the wee hours of the morning because I just had to listen to the song. Man, those were the days.

Well, I just thank God for Limewire and Apple Ipods, now I can listen to the song anytime I want. :)



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Lines that I could have probably related with in my "bitter" days.


"Gusto mo bang pagusapan? Gusto mong magisa? Alam ko kung ano ang nararamdaman mo, masakit kahit alam mong wala kang karapatan masaktan... pero nararamdaman mo nagkakaunawaan kayo pero hindi niyo pa napaguusapan. May nararamdaman ka para sa kanya at sa iyo sapat na un para ituring mong sayo siya, mahirap ang mahal na mahal mo ang isang tao na sa puso't isip inangkin mo na siya tapos hindi naman para sa iyo. Masakit pero wala kang magagawa."


*Taken from Pangako... Ikaw lang.

BUT NOT ANYMORE! :))

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We'll be having the Debate Eliminations today.
And then ** tomorrow... THAT I really can't attend.


I'm not excited. Although I should be.



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I'm not sure.
But I think that deep inside my heart, I know that I made the wrong decision. I know I shouldn't be regretting it now (because we all know that I can't do anything about it) but I am...

It was a bad decision that I, as usual, didn't think about. It was probably because of the hype, the excitement of it all that made me go.

Everyone was right, and I was wrong.

God, what a mistake.

Now, I just have to live up to it.


JUST DO IT.


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JUST DO IT.


I've been saying this a lot these past few days, and just like before, I can't follow my own advice. It used to be "Happines is a choice" blah blah blah, but now, It's just... JUST DO IT.

Whatever it is, Kyla, just freaking do it. Nevermind what people may think of you, nevermind the past

And most of all, NEVERMIND THE POWERPLAY.


JUST...DO...IT.
And do it well, if you must.

Para wala nang masabi sa'yo.

Everything about you has already been ruined and tainted with bad thoughts already, why bother changing it?




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I'll be monitioning for the Gospel later.
WHOO.

Kabado.
Hope I don't mess up >.<


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Exams are sadly piling up.
I shall post the sched tomorrow.

INGGIT

KINAKAIN AKO NG INGGIT.



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Still talking to ViEnn.
Yes. Hanggang ngayon.

THROUGH YM, DUDE.
AMAZING :))

Pasensiya, first time ko.
AHAHAHAHA.

"It's against the nature of my nails to hit stuff."
WAHAHAHAHAHA FUNNY.

Majesty

I just had to post it unedited <3


*and that's all for today's post

LSS <3 and Service

Classes got suspended today.
Oddly though, after they announced the suspension (mga 12nn), the rain "stopped". Ahahaha. That just always happens! Ever since gradeschool. And because there wasn't really any storm going on aroung me, I got home really early.

Then I watched TV, checked my "friends for sale" status and... SLEPT. :))
I just love the productive me, right?

Now, the consequences of today's events.

1. I have more shit to do.
2. The debate eliminations round (that was supposed to happen today), was moved to Saturday (AND I CAN'T ATTEND THAT.)
3. Phar Chem Lecture got cut. So, goodbye passing grade...?

Well, anyways. The bottom line is:

Wala akong naaccomplish today.

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Naamaze ako kay SAV - Sa pagsusulat niya sa blog niya.
I think that he's right in thinking that he has a lot of "silent readers". I mean, its because his posts are so... real. And totally funny :))

He tells of the most shallow things :))

At tignan mo, alam ng buong mundo na nung isang araw, nadapa siya.
AMP. Ahahaha.

GO SAV!
Labyu.


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Hindi kaya ikaw, baka ikaw na nga
Meron ka bang naramdaman?
Akala ko'y wala
Parang ngayon sa tingin ko
Sa kilos mo't galaw
Siguro nga ikaw na yon
Ano kaya? ikaw ba yon?
Siguro nga?
Ano kaya?


Baka ikaw



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Kanlungan Orphanage Visit
August 21, 2009

Happiness is in the Heart.

Just got home from Preparation.


I've got a lot of things to do.

1. APO Brochure
2. Solicitation distributions
3. Life review
4. Ph Ch Lec review?
5. MGA ATTEMPT SA PAGREVIEW

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Grabe. Tita Marie and I talked awhile ago.
And as usual, everytime I open my course issue to anyone... they offer only one advice for me,

"Shift to the course that YOU WANT. Go where you can truly enjoy what you're doing".

Sad news is... I can't shift anymore. BS IP is such a miserable trap. I can't "get out" because of my lousy grades.

Well, I don't want to talk about it. Later nalang.



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OHMYGOSH.
THEY UPLOADED REGINE'S HEART MEDLEY
(What About Love, These Dreams, Alone)

!!!

IT'S SO LOVE <3

Another superb performance.
She sang this medley in her Most Requested concert.
Haaay.
Actually, most of the medleys she sang then were amazing. Hindi sabog kung papakinggan mo. And it was nice to hear a string of songs that were familiar to my ears. I mean, she sang the hits of the different decades and most of the songs weren't foreign to my ears.

Haay. What a night.
Sad though that she won't be having any concerts this year.
But I'm happy that she'll be spending a week or two out of the country (to attend Michelle's wedding) and to rest.

She needs to rest naaaaa. :'(


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BY THE WAY,

I really have decided.
I will prioritize the Neo.
Just because I want to restore my relationship with God.
And with Him I know everything else will follow :)



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LAST BY THE WAY.

I was checking my mail when a certain Benedict Ow emailed me.
I opened...
And I rejoiced...


The message contained:

"Hey Kyla,

Thanks for dropping by my music blog, I have put up "Break The Silence" by Jon Peter Lewis. He's actually not bad. Enjoy!

-Music Reviews 10"



GRABE I'M SO HAPPY.
I HEARD THE HALLELUJAH CHORUS!!!
I LOVE LOVE LOVE TODAY BECAUSE OF THAT.
HE, BENEDICT OW, MADE MY DAY.
EVEN THOUGH I DON'T REALLY KNOW HIM.


Haay.
I wasn't really expecting him to upload it asap, because these "mp3 blogspot rippers" don't really follow the request of their taggers, but Benedict did upload the album. WAAAAAAAAAH. Grabe. <3
I only took the chance that he might upload and grant my request.

Anyways, visit his blogspot :)
MusicReviews10 :)


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Back when things were more laid back.
And smiles were easier to give.

Something :)

Just something I got from some random site :)
IT MADE ME SMILE. <3



Regine is clearly on TOP for NO ONE comes even close to her OUTSTANDING achievements. Did any other Filipino or Asian win FAMAS GOLDEN ARTIST, STAR, KATHA, 3 MTV Pilipinas, 9 ALIW, 11 AWIT, 15 GMMSF including BOX-OFFICE QUEEN, GOLDEN SCREEN, PEOPLE ASIA, ASIAN TV & 2 MTV-ASIA awards???

Well, newsflash...NO ONE. Is there any other Filipino or Asian female artist who achieved 3 MULTI-PLATINUM ALBUMS in ASIA? NO ONE.

When Regine began singing 20 years ago, Regine fans already know that she has a PHENOMENAL VOICE. We don't have to compare her to other foreign singers bcoz WORLD-CLASS ARTISTS already compared her amazing talent to other divas. MICHEL LEGRAND leveled her to BARBRA STREISAND. PEABO BRYSON commented that she's the only rival to CELINE DION. And BRIAN MCKNIGHT even said that Regine is on TOP-OF-THE-LIST, meaning better than MARIAH CAREY. So what more can we say about our ASIA'S SONGBIRD?

Fans & detractors already KNOW that REGINE VELASQUEZ is the SUPREME DIVA of the Phils. & The ASIA'S SONGBIRD. She is classified as LYRIC SOPRANO w/ COLORATURA abilities; has 4 OCTAVES; has a BELTING VOICE, noted for its VOCAL RANGE, POWER & TECHNICAL ABILITY; has her own ORIGINAL SONGS, achieved PLATINUM hits, became BEST ALBUM SELLER, & won major music awards & recognitions in the PHILS & ASIA! So there's nothing more to prove that REGINE VELASQUEZ is one of the GREATEST voices in the WORLD!

MORE...

Regine Velasquez was the FIRST FILIPINO to stage a solo concert at the Main Hall of Carnegie Hall, part of Carnegie Hall's centennial-year concert series. Her album Listen Without Prejudice achieved PLATINUM certification in several countries. In 2000, she performed the country's MILLENNIAL THEME, televised in 55 BROADCAST NETWORKS throughout the WORLD to coincide with midnight in Manila. She has sold more than 5 MILLION ALBUMS making her the BEST SELLING FILIPINO ARTIST in the Philippines and one of the BEST in ASIA proving her title as the ASIA'S SONGBIRD. :)



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Love. Love RV :)

Priorities REARRANGED

I'm so happy with the Convivence because I got Kyla back.
-Tita Marie

Today I made Tita Marie happy.
Because.. I will be attending our Preparation on Tuesday and on Wednesday for the next few weeks. And that is definitely good news for her because I haven't been attending AT ALL since the start of the school year. Well, maybe for her its good because it means, more people --> easier work, and we'll really get the readings going. But for me, at first, it's a BIG DISASTER, knowing that its our exam MONTH and Tuesday and Wednesday nights are totally crucial..

But you know, later on as the Convivence progressed, I realized that its a blessing. Truly, I think that to sacrifice my "study nights" will be worth it. I even started reading Exodus in the car ride going back home.

I realized that It's such a sad thing to miss out on things and to get left behind in our Community. And its even more sad to lose that connection I used to have with God.

Awhile ago, I had NO IDEA on what they were all talking about. And I was literally crunching down on my seat because of shame. They were sharing things about their experiences on their own Preparations, Catechesis and such while I was staring blankly at everyone not knowing what to share about when my turn arrives.

It felt really sad and again... disappointing of me.

But as they all say, God will never leave you no matter what. And I thank God for today. I am finally enlightened. I hope this will be a long term thing. I don't want to let them down. And somehow I think that God is giving me a chance to change.

As I said, I'm turning a new leaf today.

I don't want to be a disappointment anymore.

"For whosoever will save his life shall lose it:
and whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it."
Matthew 16:25

"Since you have no other option,
then its a blessing."
-Tita Nora


I love my community <3


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Right now, I have 3 huge commitments.

1. Neo-catechumenate
2. Studies
3. OAP


Lord, help.

"Ibalance mo lang."
-Tita Vivien



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HAPPINESS IS...







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PS:
OHMYGOSH.
I CAN'T BELIEVE NA NUNG FRIDAY KO LANG NALAMAN NA HOMO PALA SI SAV!!!
WHAT THE EEEEEEEEEFFFF!!!
WHY ISN'T ANYONE TELLING ME ANYTHING?!

Anyways.
I'm talking about our professor SAV.
Not that I condemn him for it.
I was just entirely shocked when I read his blog.

Yes.
He tells of his "loves" in his blog.
Which by the way is gaining popularity by the minute.


Labyu SAV.
That's all.
Bye.

Because I Need Him

BREAK THE SILENCE

1 Break The Silence
2 Now That I'm Kneeling
3 Beautiful
4 Winning Streak
5 No Fire
6 Everybody Falls
7 Bridges
8 Something Almost Sacred
9 Make You Feel My Love
10 Came Here For
11 If You Don't Mean It
12 Have I Told You
13 Tonight
14 Things I Didn't Know


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I have just read Trish' blog (in Multiply).
Whattafriend ha!

It goes back to our First year, first sem days. WHOO. It made me wonder how much I've really done in college, how much I've gone through and how things have really been.

I know, it may seem like a normal college life. Hard subjects, failed exams, terror professors... but deep inside (deeper inside), I feel like I haven't really done anything sensible. When I look back and trace the decisions I made, they weren't really made with much logic and reason. Everything seems like a big blur and things just lead from one thing to another in a matter of seconds.

I shouldn't be like this. I'm 18years old already, for God's sake.

That's another thing!

Sure I am the oldest of them (my blockmates) all. But try looking at us standing straight in a line, you'd think that I'm just the same age as they are or even younger.

:'(

And this is why I call myself a disappointment. And it feels like sooner or later, anything and everything I value will eventually disappear because I am just not able. I am not capable.

I am not capable, I don't know how to handle things.
I am the same old Kyla still.

I AM STILL IMMATURE.

Jon Peter Lewis NEEDED

I CAN NOT BELIEVE THAT I CAN'T FIND MY JON PETER LEWIS MP3S!!!
GAH I FEEL SO BAD.


EH, wala pa namang Limewire yung laptop na 'to. Tas bawal iinstall :'(

I can't find them :'(


BUT ALAS.

ELLA, MY INTERNET-GENIUS FRIEND FOUND A SITE WHERE I CAN DOWNLOAD.


Haay. Thank you Karmella Morano!
I'm so happy again.


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Funny Y!M conversation with my Macabaybeh:
*Umiiwas kasi kami sa distractions (ex. facebook, ym...)

kylakoid: KAYA MO YAN
jeanarien_01: ok.. oh no!
kylakoid: bakit?
jeanarien_01: ang hirap nito.. kausap ko dn kc ung mga hiskul classmates ko.. namatay ung dad nung isang classmate namin.. prof sa upv
kylakoid: WHOAH
kylakoid: ANG....SAKLAP
kylakoid: NAKO. DAMI MO KAUSAP!
kylakoid: Yan yung ibig kong sabihin kanina na baka kausapin ako :))
jeanarien_01: oo nga.. my fb temptation pa..
kylakoid: :)):)) farmville?
jeanarien_01: kc ung topic ko with my hskul frnds iba eh..minsan lng 'to.. minsan lng namamatay ang tao
jeanarien_01: :))
kylakoid: :)) GAGOOO
jeanarien_01: yeah! lahat ng farms, my garden na din ako at sorority life

Natawa lang ako.
There is now such a thing as ...

"FB TEMPTATION"


AHAHAHA :))


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I'm not excited for tomorrow.
Although I think that I should be.

Service tomorrow.
And an ** for the F's.
Even as early as now, I welcome you!

Vivi
Lanz
Kam

Goodluck!


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TODAY:

I BECAME OFFICIALLY BROKE.

There is only a single cent left inside my purse. And I am really not kidding. I don't know what's gonna happen to me tomorrow. Wahahaha.

Even with that disturbing thought circling inside my head, I am still happy happy joy joy... Why? Well, because today my mom bought me another Songbird perfume <3 Love. She didn't see that I already had one. So she bought one for me. :) It's okay. I mean, I can't get enough of the smell anyway. Having 2 bottles will sustain for a loooong time.

RVLove.


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I FOUND OUT TODAY THAT SOME OF MY BLOCKMATES ALSO WATCH REGINE'S MOVIES >.<
Waaaaaah.

We were discussing about Regine's movies awhile ago and we even talked about some of the dramatic, funny lines, scenes, dialogues in her movies!

And so far..
The best line yet is...


"Nasaktan narin ako dati pero hindi ganito,
yung nagmamahal ako pero namamatay ako."

-From Paano Kita Iibigin,
Regine Velasquez as Martee.


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I couldn't remember who I used to always remember when I hear this song.

Playground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello, I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello


Now, I remember.
It's because of the piano, right?
What's new with you, btw? :)

Feeeeverish

I am seriously having a "face" problem.
I mean, I went through yesterday "normally",
I put on my Pond's Pinky White Cream thingy,
I used my umbrella whenever the sun's hitting my face,
I always looked for shade.

But when I got home, my face felt like it got sunburned. It really did feel kinda sore. Until now, actually. IT'S WEIRD. I'm starting to think that my Pond's cream thingy is doing something more than making my face look "pinky white".

Even my mom scolded my last night for not taking care of my face. She noticed that my face got sunburned and assumed that I don't use my umbrella and I stay under the sun too long. When in reality, I am doing the exact opposite! GAH.

But all in all, it's kinda okay (BUT STILL WEIRD, AND A LITTLE BIT SCARY) 'cause I look like I'm always blushing. AHAHAHA :)


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Sir Velarde posted this Pantene commercial link on Facebook and he said that this was "THE" shampoo commercial. I got curious, and damn, the commercial was soooooo touching :'(

Watch it and you'll see what I mean.

Here's the Youtube link:
PANTENE COMMERCIAL

It's a Thai Pantene television commercial. It's the story of a deaf and mute girl who learns to play the violin against all odds. One of the most touching advertisements I've seen in a long, long time.


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Today, I bought Denise's Ipod Vid. OHYES. For P3500. Call me crazy, crazy STUPID, but forgive me, I'm craving for music. I can't always open the laptop and listen music there. Because you know...

Laptop = Access to the internet = MANY TEMPTATIONS = No productive work done

But... beyond that shallow reason, I bought it because I needed music.... I needed Regine.

Call me crazy (again) but I guess you guys wouldn't understand the extent of Regine's effect on me. You can't blame me, 7/8 years of being an avid fan basically establishes Regine nothing but the best for me.

I need her because there's been a lot of things going on around me. Bad things that probably is happening because of my own bad habits. Yes, they do die hard.


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I SO WANT TO WATCH KIMMY DORA!!!
LET'S GO, LET'S GO, LET'S GO!!!

Last tuesday (sept 1), Eugene Domingo went to UP Manila and spoke in an "Indie film: Now and Then blah" forum! SHE WAS SO FUNNY. Although we all know that she only went to promote her film, she tried her best to share something about the current situation of Indie films in the local setting.

Bb. Joyce Bernal was supposed to go too, but ohwell, she couldn't :'(
I really wanted to see her.


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Haay.
I have two exams next week.

EPAL Psych10 Midterms
SUPER SCARY Pharm Chem 125 Lecture 2nd exam :'(



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I finished watching Paano Kita Iibigin last night!
Galing ni Regine <3

Lagi pang walang bra, amp!
GRABE SILA NI PAPA PIOLO.

I wish I could own the soundtrack.


"Nasaktan narin ako dati pero hindi ganito,
yung nagmamahal ako pero namamatay ako."
(Martee)


May cameo role pala dun si Ms. Dimayuga! Siya yung new wife ni Mon, na ex ni Martee [Regine] :)) Basta yun.

A Serious Update

I want to make a serious update. I mean, Paula's right. I write differently now. Actually, matagal ko nang alam yun, Paula. Hindi ko nga lang alam kung pano iibahin or ibabalik sa dati kasi in the first place, hindi ko alam kung bakit nagiba.

I reread some of my past posts. Partly because I needed to secure some dates for my Psych10 "Life Review" shit but mostly because the posts were all interesting and really fun to read. Anyways. Going back.

So, here I am, making a serious or maybe, a more "thought-of" entry with more sense and less ambiguous metaphores, broken thoughts, and stupid song lyrics.


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Nung weekend, wala akong ibang masyadong ginawa kundi manood ng Regine movies sa Youtube. For some reason, naramdaman kong medyo may karapatan naman akong manood lang kasi.... HINDI MAKATARUNGAN YUNG EXAM NAMIN SA PH CH 125.1 NUNG SATURDAY. That was really a SHITTY exam. Kahit nagaral ka, pagkatapos ng exam, matutulala ka nalang at ayun, tatanungin mo ang sarili mo kung nagaral ka nga ba talaga.

Kaya sa tingin ko, dapat hindi na lang ako nagaral, kasi ganun din naman ang mararamdaman mo pagkatapos mo kunin yung exam. Alam mo yung feeling na kahit halos 500 terms na yung naaral mo, eh halos 50 lang dun yung nagamit at naisagot mo sa exam. Oo, ganun. Ganun ang feeling sa tuwinang may exam kami sa Pharm Chem, lab man or lecture.

Kasi nga... Hindi makatarungan ang mga paggawa ng mga exam sa CP. Biruin mo, nagiging magkalebel ang mga taong nagaral at hindi nagaral. Saan ka naman nakakita ng ganun? O sige, given na since UP school nga ito eh may mga pinagpalang kahit hindi nagaaral eh ang taas ng grade (ehem, michael.) at minsan mas mataas pa dun sa nagaral talaga. Ang bitch noh? Parang.. WHAT THE HECK?

Last year, W.A.L.A.N.G. pumasa dun sa 1st lecture exam ng PhCh125. Shet pano pa ngayon?

Haaay. Eh.. Sige na nga. Aaminin ko. Hindi ako nagaral ng matino para sa exam. As in hindi talaga matino. Aral St. Paul, as Dayan and I call it. Kaya tanggap ko na... TANGGAP KO NA na bagsak ako. Less 50% pa siguro yung grade, sa maniwala ka man o hindi.

Sobrang paguwi ko after ng exam na yun, I was seriously considering DROPPING the subject, at pati narin ang pagSHIFT. Sobrang down ko talaga. Pero deep inside alam kong dapat lang talaga na malungkot ako kasi wala akong kwenta. Kasi hindi ako nagaral ng matino.

Hindi ako bagay sa course ko.

At tanging si Regine na lamang ang nagpapasaya sa'kin. As in, siya lang yung may kayang dalhin ako sa ibang mundo at kalimutan ang lahat ng bagay na nakakainis o ang lahat ng problema ko. (Parang alak lang noh? Ahahaha. O kaya drugs.)

Kaya ako nanood ng movies niya :)


At siguro dahil nadepress din ako kasi Friday last week, asa MOA si Regine, nagkaron siya ng mini concert para sa launching ng 2 niyang pabango under Bench.

"Reigne" at "Songbird"


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Which reminds me.. I bought "Songbird" yesterday. Grabe, inipon ko yung perang yun. Kahit medyo masakit sa bulsa, okay lang naman. Anything for RV <33

Ngayon short ako ng p500. Kasi kelangan ko ng p3500 kasi bibilin ko yung Ipod video (30gig) ni Denise Santillan. Hulog ng langit, SWEAR. Sa facebook ko nakita na binebenta niya, at DAMN, talagang nagulat ako na binebenta niya for that price. I mean, HELLO, IPOD VID NA 30 GIG tas p3500?! Wala lang. Binili ko agad.

I have p1500 right now, umutang ako kay Dayan ng 1K, tas naningil ako ng mga may utang sa'kin. Apparently, halos 5K+ ang mga utang sa'kin ng iba't ibang tao. I keep on forgetting na may utang pala sila.

Ayun. I'll be getting p500 from Pauline tomorrow.

So... p1500 + p1000 + p500 = p3000

Kaya ayan, p500 short ako. Haaay.

p348 kasi yung pabango. Pero okay lang. I have a feeling na makakahanap ako ng p500 bukas.

GRABE, I'M SO EXCITED. BUKAS KO NA MAKUKUHA YUNG IPOD <333

Btw, may signature pa raw yun ni Gabby Alipe. I KNOW RIGHT.
And Denise is doing this for the sake of her love.


GRABE.

IBA TALAGA.



"MAS MASARAP PAGASTUSAN ANG BABAE."

So true.

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Meron pa akong ikekwento about Mcdo, and POA.
Next time.

Gagawa muna ako ng Psych10 life review :)