I LOVE YOU

I WANT TO THANK YOU, REGINE VELASQUEZ
for making my 2009 surpassable.




I LOVE HOW YOU MAKE ME LAUGH :)

Thank you for keeping me from going nuts.
Or even suicidal.

I know you don't know me at all,
and you have NO IDEA how you keep me sane with your magical voice. But I am truly very grateful for how you make me feel.

I really do love you.
WITH ALL MY HEART.

"Ah! Lord, thank You, lord for everything, for this voice that, ah, pinahiram mo sa akin, and I know, one day maiisipan mong bawiin, pero hanggang ngayon nandito pa rin. Kaya maraming maraming salamat."
-RVelasquez

And yes, I wanted to say that before my 2009 ends.
I want my first 2010 post to be made tomorrow EVENING. :)

SUPER NOT GOOD

Yes. In that short of a time everything crashes from "Not Good" to "SUPER NOT GOOD"

Might as well end the year with a BANG, right?

More like a BANG to the head, if you ask me.

Dang it was clearer than water. And my goodness how the phrase, "Nice try, Kyla" just kept ringing in my head. Mind you, it is not a very good feeling. It was super not good.

So, I ask you again, should I breakdown now?

First thing I thought when I read the message was, "GOD. I need to blog!" And the only thing running through my head, besides these I've planned to write was "Fuck, fuck, fuck. Stupid. Ang tanga ko." And frankly, I really think I am. My GOD. Why even bother writing that letter? And MY GOD, why even hope? Holy shit lang talaga. It's so embarrassing. And I can't believe that this is all dawning on me at the eve of the New Year.

It's like hearing a very good start of a speech leading to a super not good ending.

Let me make this clearer.

The message said...

Admittedly, 2009 was a relief to the horror that was 08. And I think you and I did better this year than previous ones considering all that's happened :)) I like how we still keep in touch, even if it means skipping homework for long phone conversations. Diba nga, you'll forget the quiz you failed but never the person you spent the night with when you were s'posed ta be studying ;j I know I have short comings :p I'm sorry. :( I'm relieved you still trust me. I don't deserve you, I know that naman. But keep close, okay? I'm selfish :)) But of course only if you're happy. u And dun worries, you always make my heart smile :p Tumatawa pa nga eh :)) Kyla, alam mo namang kahit anong mangyari, my heart beat for you first.

Happy 2010! ^^

SEE? It's FREAKING CLEAR RIGHT THERE!!!

I replied...

Wow. What a clear "no" :))

And then...

Subtle kaya ako!

Or something to that effect.

See how things turn out? See how clear things are?

Myyyy God.
Ang swerte ni Beaver.

And this again, ladies and gentlemen, is precisely the reason why I don't want to make a year end post. It would just be full of crap and shit and regret and remorse and a crap-load of pain.

My 2009 was sooo (and is still) ugly that anything that would happen this coming 2010 would be a tad bit better.

ANYWAYS. I would just like to say that... A person stops being "my person" once her/his cellphone number is saved on my phonebook with his/her name.

FYI, YOUR number has already been saved, my dear.


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In other, less crappy news.

I watched You Changed My Life a while ago :)

And I thought that it was really funny that John Loyd and Sarah called each other "Bebe". Super cute lang!

AS IN.

Next time I enter a relationship. I wanna use that :)
Gusto ko ring kopyahin yung ringtone nila...

"Bebe ko, bebe ko, bebe ko, bebeeeee ko!"


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What paasa issues?
You do it all the time!


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Nagbabalik na naman ang kirot sa aking mga kamay.

GOOOOOOD. ARRRRGH.

ADHASDKJNSDFAGSHJFANKDHMAWIUEHWUIEDFHKWEHDFAKSEHXDKFHMASHF

Why did I even bother to create that stupid New Year message? STUPID.

And now, I don't think I'm EVER going to finish that Sugarfree doodle compilation. It was such a great idea for Valentine's. And all the other plans for that day.

Wait,
I just realized.

IT'S A GOOD THING I WROTE THE LETTER ALREADY.
Just imagine what would've happened if I waited 'til next year. (See Dec24 post. The "Ok. I'm stopping. @ 3:21 AM" post.)

I'm such a stupid ass.


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I JUST WANT TO MENTION.

I LOVE YOU REBELS OF LIFE :)
Js.
Jn.


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Just for the record.

Today, tonight, AT THIS VERY MOMENT is when the <3s would stop.
And that stupid Fbook revolution.

God, it even hurts to see your name.

NOT GOOD

It's been a day (and a half).
And I haven't heard from you about the letter.
Have you read it already?
If you have.
...and it's been a day.
Well, that only means that...

It's not good.
Things are not good.

Should I breakdown now?

This is precisely why I'm super not in the mood to write a year-end post.

The only good thing about the new year is because it means that another link will be added in my Archives :) January 2010. Yey.


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GG plans for next month.

Jan2 - Daytrip (Movie marathong? MMFF? Morning booze?) :)
Jan8 - Powerhour party :)
Jan16-17 - Dinner at The Fort Strip (Red Kimono ♥), Party, then obernights :)

SANA MATULOY.


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I heard Built To Last a while ago in the car. I couldn't remember why that song meant A LOT to me.

A few minutes later, I remembered that Built To Last was part of that compilation.

The compilation that YOU LOST.

And that's just not good.


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Could this be true? Halos 2 weeks narin siyang wala sa SOP :'(

Could it be that Songbird Regine Velasquez doesn't want to be part of "SOP" anymore?
The singer, who had been conspicuously absent on the Sunday musical variety program lately, allegedly wants to resign from the show, leaving her co-hosts---including boyfriend Ogie Alcasid, Queen of Soul Jaya, and Janno Gibbs---to carry on.


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Baby when you kiss me
Like I made you miss me
Even though I'm dancing
In your arms

SHAME!!!!

Libertad posted a video of me on Fbook a while ago.
AND MY GOODNESS.

ANG TAGAL KO NA PALANG MAY TOPAK!

Damn. It was a video of me singing "Complicated" by Avril while we were in the middle of review class. The review classes were for our upcoming college entrance exams the same year. Dang. :)) It was a loooooong time ago. And as my cousin, Ate Janel, said... this video was taken 20lbs ago. DAAAANG! AHAHAHAHA. It was taken in the year 2007, month of May.

Watch it guys. It only lasts 1 minute, 10 seconds.
Haay. I used to be slightly thin.

LINK!

But if you're lazy to click and watch. Here are some screen caps of the Experts Review Madness.


"Chill out, whatcha WEYTing for.."
TAE MALI PA YUNG LYRICS KO :)) AHAHAHAHAHA!


"talking to me ONE ON ONE, but you've become somebody else.."


The teacher was actually checking our attendance and I had to stop for a while to raise my hand.
If you can see, I still had that pink watch that Ginelle lent me. At that same time, she had my green timex watch that I now have. We used to switch watches. :)


Hindi po. Hindi ako sinasapian.
Kamay yan ni Mara :))
For effect!


"No, No, Nooooooooooooooo.."


Wala. KALABUAN FOREVER.

Actually.
There's a crazier and longer vid. I think it was our last day of review classes that's why we (Libertad, Mara, and Viann) took the time to take videos. The other longer vid is lost somewhere. Libertad said Viann has the copy.. So.. I don't know. But I do hope we find that vid. That video is even MORE FUNNY, SHAMEFUL AND JUST CRAZY :)) Damn.


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In a more sane news. :)

Look at a picture of Bethany Joy Galeotti I found on Fbook!
Waaah. So small and tiny and cuuuuuute to boooot <3

Shucks

MUST. WATCH. AVATAR.
I NEED TO SEE IT.

Sana matapos na ang walang kwentang MMFF para makapanood nako ng Avatar >.< Maganda raw eh!


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You are like a flame...

Kahapon nung nagkita tayo sa bahay niyo (at oo, bago akong pumuntang Trinoma), Shet, kinilig ako nung sinabi mong dapat panoorin natin ang Dear John.

Ikaw: Have you read Dear John?
Ako: Uhmm.. Oo, malungkot. Ang ganda nung ending.
Ikaw: We should watch it.
Ako: Next year pa ang showing nun (kinikilig nako nito, kaya dumada nalang ako at hindi ko na kinonfirm pa) ganda nga nun kasi ginawa ni Nicholas Sparks na parang nagfull circle siya. Basta parang may ganung effect yung story.

BASTA. Parang ganyan yung conversation.
Matatandaan ko FOREVER na dapat sabay nating panonoorin ang Dear John. <3
'Wag mo akong bibiguin! Kelangang matuloy tayo >.<

At tignan niyo, inimbita niya ako after kong iPublish sa mundo na gusto kong mapanood ang Dear John. Hindi ko inaassume na binasa niya yung blog ko. Parang... Wala lang. Ang timing nung pagmention niya ng Dear John. :)

Lagi naman siyang asa timing eh.


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Nagtext sakin ng mga bagay-bagay si Jus kahapon.
Pareho kami.

Bumalik kami sa dati. Haaay.

Jus: Kyla, don't let the big wolf catch me..

Haay Jus. I think we've been caught stuck and dead ever since.

SHUCKS!
4.30AM NA PALA! >.<
MUST SLEEP NOW. BYE GUYS.

Araw ng mga Reunion

Oh yes.

Dalawang reunion ang pinuntahan ko ngayong araw na to.

Una na diyan ang reunion ko with my dear Experts (College review center) classmates :) Sobrang namiss ko sila.

Kahit hindi lahat nakapunta, nakasama ko naman sila...

ViEnn my labs, Libertad my labs


at Richard my labs

Fail pic to. FAIL HAIR MOMENT.

Nagkita-kita kami sa Trinoma. At alam niyo bang pinaghintay nila ako ng higit sa isang oras (1-2.30pm) dun sa may Food Choices? Pero sige na nga, okay lang. Mahal ko naman sila. Seryoso.

At nung nagkita na kaming tatlo (late si Richard. di nga namin alam na pupunta pala yun eh. ahaha.) nagsimula na ang aming adventuuuuuuuure.

Super hindi planado 'tong alis na 'to pero thankfully, natuloy naman siya. :) Ang spontaneous nga namin eh. At ako yung super lugi kasi HELLO, galing akong Rizal tas dadayuhin ko pa ang Trinoma para lang makasama ang mga taong 'to? Grabe, ang sweet ko noh? Ahahaha.

Ayun nga. Kumain muna kami sa Mexicalli. At nagkwento na ng bonnga si Libertad tungkol sa kanyang latest.... issue. :)) It involves a certain Rrrrrr. Yang Rrrrrr na yan ay ubod ng CUTE >.< Pati nga ako kinikilig eh :)) Swear. Para siyang si Ivan. Alam mo yung cute na responsable na gentleman na hindi maingay na minsan presko pero pwede na. Haaay. Ideal boyfriend. Pero siyempre, hindi nila ako ideal girlfriend. So...... Wala lang. Sharing :))

At nung finally nga humabol na si Richard (na medyo cranky because he was hungry, he's cranky when hungy, CRANKY WHEN HUNGRY. rhyming, ang saya. :)) ahaha!) kumpleto na ang grupo! :)

Ang DAMI naming funny moments nung asa Mexicalli kami :)) Andyan ang aking mga pausong hand signs. Talo ko si Angelina sa kanyang mga "Whatever Yaya, Major Loser!"

Pauso Number One:

Nagjoke ata si Viann at sobrang nacornyhan ako.
At sabi ko... "Corny"!
At ito ang lumabas.



Oo, malabo :))
Natutuwa ako sa mukha kong parang nagpapanic
kasi super fail nung hand sign :))
Baka yan na ang bagong sign for SUPER CORNY, DOUBLED UP!

Pauso Number Two:

At nang inaasar naman ako nila Libertad ang nasabi ko nalang ay....
"Whatever"!



Pero siyempre, hindi yun ang lumabas.
Nagkulang ako kaya VHATEVER lang!
Vhatever is the new in thing right now my homies!

Grabe, naloloka nalang kami nun sa kakatawa. Salit-salitan kami ng kantayawan sa isa't isa. At sa kahit alam naman naming totoo yung mga pangaasar namin sa isa't isa ay tumatawa nalang kami. Awww. Super friends na tayo? :'>

So pagkatapos naming magpakababoy sa Mexicalli ay pumunta naman kaming Astrovision, kasi wala lang. Gusto ko lang. At dun na! Dun na nagmoment sila Richard at Libertad. Ayii. Kaya naman kami ni Viann ay nagpakapasaway at iniwan namin sila dun :) Pumunta kaming Team Manila. Pero siyempre, hinanap kami nila Libertad maya-maya at ayun, kami'y nagkita-kita muli sa RED MANGO - ang pinakapaborito kong Yogurt shop! >.<

Inorder ko ang aking usual. Pero nalungkot ako (medyo) kasi wala silang Mochi balls :'( Pero okay lang. Mahal ko parin ang RED MANGO.

Habang kumakain ng masarap na yogurt ay nagpakaloka na kami sa Red Mango.

Una na diyan ang aking pagiging emo.


SHET. OO, ALAM KO. NAKAKATAKOT.
Medyo natagalan ako bago ko nakuha ang facial expression na yan.
Tawa kasi kami ng tawa. Amp. ANG PANGET :))

Tignan niyo yung comment ni Vi sa
pic na 'to nung inupload na sa Fbook.

Ang sakit ah! :))
Pero natawa ako.


At alam niyo ba...
Nagulat kami nung nakita namin ang picture na to.


Bakit?
Tignan niyo yung bata sa likod.
Parang nagpapanic, na nagugulat, na naguguluhan siya :))

Pangalawa ang pagbe-braid sa'kin ni Viann :)


TADAH!


Pangatlo ang aking muntik nang pagiyak.


Kung bakit ako naluha ay samin-samin nalang muna yun :)

Pagkatapos naming manggulo sa Red Mango ay nagpalibot-libot na lang kami sa Trinoma. Nagwindow shoppong kami, figuratively at literally. Ahahaha! Kung saan-saang shop kami napadpad. Ang dami nga pala talagang shop at kung anong mga abubot sa Trinoma! >.<

Sa Toys 'R' Us naman ay may binili akong mga mini ballers (5 sila) ng Dora the Explorer (p40). Ang cute cute kasi. Sayang walang picture pero okay lang. Binigyan ko ng tig-isa si Libertad at si Viann. Super friends kami :))

Pagkatapos ay naghiwalay na kaming 4 :)
Mga 8.00pm narin yun.

SALAMAT VI AT TEE! Ako naman si Bee :)


Kiiiiiiiiiiiiisssss! :>


It was a great day. Alam kong mauulit 'to.
Next week? :) On the sixth?

Wala lang. Cute ako dito.



PERO HINDI PA DUN NATATAPOS ANG MGA REUNION KO.


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Pagkatapos kong mag-goodbye-goodbye kela Richard, Tee at Vi ay pinuntahan ko naman ang aking nanay sa Gerry's Grill. May reunion dinner kasi siya kasama ang kanyang mga HS friends :) Birthday kasi kahapon ni Tita Mida at manlilibre siya. Ang mga andun ay sila... Tita Ana Marie, Tita Zorayda, Tito Dong, Tito Rey at Tita Someone.

Nakakatuwa sila ng BONGGANG-BONGGA. Ang kulit nilang magkwentuhan at kita mo talagang komportable sila sa isa't isa.

Napaisip tuloy ako kung ano nang magiging lagay ng bawat isa sa aking mga kaibigan kung magkaroon man kami ng ganitong reunion 10 o 15 taon mula ngayon.

Posible bang may...
Nabiyuda na?
Nabuntis at iniwan?
Bathered wife?
Sobrang yaman na parang dumi lang ang pera niya sa bahay?
Naging madre?
Naging celebrity?

Ewan ko lang. Pero naeexcite ako kasi hindi mo talaga alam kung anong pwedeng mangyari sa'yo ng ganung katagal. Hindi ibig sabihin na ang pinakamatalino ang yayaman. At lalong hindi ibig sabihin na ang bobo ang malulugmok na lamang sa lupa habang buhay.

Hindi natin alam ang pwedeng mangyari sa buhay natin. At yun ay nakita ko sa mini reunion ng nanay ko at ng kanyang mga HS friends.

Astig lang. At nakakatakot at the same time.

Nga pala, tuwang-tuwa silang lahat sa kagandahan at kababawan daw ng Facebook.

Speaking of Fbook.


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May 2 bagay akong napansin sa Fbook.

1. Nauuso na ang katagang "Super like". Lalo na kapag sobrang nagustuhan mo nga naman ang isang bagay sa page or status ng kaibigan mo at sa tingin mo ay hindi sapat na i-click mo lang yung "like" button. Kelangang magcomment ka talaga at sabihin mong "Super like!"

2. Kapag asa Fbook ako, parang sa tingin ko, less personal na lahat ng bagay. Kasi tignan mo... Kung birthday ng isang tao, hindi mo yun maalala dahil sa alam mo lang talaga yung birthday niya. Unless BEST FRIENDS TO THE HIGHEST LEVEL KAYO at alam mo lang talaga na birthday niya ng araw na yun.

Madalas ay makikita mo lang sa gilid ng iyong page na birthday niya ng araw na yun. At pagkatapos anong gagawin mo? Hindi mo naman kukunin ang cellphone mo at gagawa ka ng makabagbagdamdaming birthday message at itetxt mo siya.

Ang gagawin mo ay pupunta ka sa wall niya at magpopost ng simpleng "Happy Birthday __(insert name here)__. Kung gusto mo ay magpapadala ka pa ng isang virtual gift.

Wala lang. Nalulungkot lang ako na dahil sa sobrang accesibility ng Fbook, lahat ng bagay ay pwede mo nang gawin dun. At sa huli'y nagiging mababaw at madali na lang lahat ng bagay.

Naisip ko tuloy, siguro ang sweet nung mga sulat ng mga tao sa isa't isa noong asa panahon at uso pa ang mga snail mail.


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FUNNY ARTICLE LANG :)


Journal, Dec. 30, 2009
Bawal sa Annulment Nina Ogie at Michelle na Magka-baby Kami — Regine
ni Nitz Miralles

Nang makausap namin, game na game na sinagot ni Regine ang tanong kung bakit wala pa silang baby ni Ogie Alcasid at kung pabor siyang magkaanak nang hindi pa kasal.

"Bawal sa annulment nina Ogie at Michelle van Eimeren na magka-baby kami ni Ogie. We're waiting na matapos na ang annulment proceedings. But I keep saying I'm ready at kung dumating sa amin ang gift, bakit namin tatanggihan?"

"Hindi naman sa we don't want a baby,
'di naman kami nagse-s_x ni Ogie,
nag-uusap lang naman kami,"
pahayag ni Regine na sinundan ng tawa.

-WALA LANG. Sobrang natawa ako na sinensor pa nung author yung "sex" :))

Nakakatawa talaga sumagot si Regine! Ahahaha. Naguusap lang daw sila ni Ogie.

Amp. Naalala ko tuloy yung sabi niya sa isang spiel niya sa isang mall tour. Sabi niya.. "Kayo naman. Wala kaming ginagawa ni Junjun, naguusap lang kami. Naguusap lang kami ni Junjun". FUUUNNNY STUUUFF >.<

EVEEEEEEEEERLY

OH YES. Even if it's already 2 o'clock in the morning, I am still awake because.....

OHMYGOD! I CAN NOT BELIEVE THAT I ONLY FOUND OUT ABOUT EVERLY TODAY! AS IN TODAY ONLY! (or yesterday, to be technically correct.)

MYGOD.

Well, I was browsing through the Fbook page of OTH and vwala! I found Bethany Joy in a posted vid with another girl named Amber Sweeney. And I'm like, what the hell... Who's that girl. And when I played the video, MY GOODNESS, they are a musical duo called EVERLY. Ohmygoooosh. They started last year. Of course, promoted through OTH and GET THIS - I LOVE THEIR SONGS. THEY ARE LOOOOOOOVE. Super LOVE! They sound like JPL too. IT'S AMAZING.

I SUPER LOVE BETHANY JOY. I LOVE HER VOICE, HER FACE, HER HOTNESS! OHMYGOSH! >.< And now, I LOVE EVERLY!

I AM CURRENTLY DOWNLOADING THEM! Yippppeee. So happy.

As far as I know, they have 3 albums...?

ONE. Mission Bell - Which is composed of the songs they made for OTH



Track Listing:
1. Home Is Me - You Are Mine
2. Stars
3. Little Children
4. Mrs. Scott (From One Tree Hill)
5. Scheming Star (From One Tree Hill)
6. Hotel Cafe (From One Tree Hill)
7. Karen's Cafe (From One Tree Hill)


TWO. Fireside - A Christmas albuuuuuuuum <3 LOVE



Track Listing:
1. Sleigh Ride
2. Winter Wonderland
3. I'll Be Home For Christmas
4. Christmas Time Is Here
5. O Come, O Come Emmanuel
6. Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas


THREE. B Tracks - I can't find a complete download file for this >.< So I'm not sure with the track listing. But I'm sure it has Quicksand and Maybe under it :)




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BETHANY JOY GALEOTTI IS FREAKIN' HOT.



I LOVE HER
I LOVE HER
I LOVE HER
I LOVE HER
I LOVE HER

And now I miss One Tree Hill <3

MMFF Awarding :)

I WOULD JUST LIKE TO ANNOUNCE TO EVERYBODY THAT MY REGINE HAS WON AGAIN <3


I quote Marakristein from the RVMM forum:

THE 35th METRO MANILA FILM FESTIVAL

BEST ORIGINAL THEME SONG goes to: TANGING IKAW LAMANG by REGINE VELASQUEZ (theme song of panday)

Composed by: Ogie Alcasid

Si Geoff ang tumanggap ng award...
Galing galing!!


I AM JUST SO PROUD.


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Invited parin siya sa debut ni Sandy.
Hindi ko alam kung maganda ba yun o hindi.


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This is freaky:
Well, we're still goind to baguio in the afty.
Hindi wrong send yun. Haha.
(Dec 28, 2009 - 10:42pm)


HOW THE HELL DID YOU KNOW?!

BOTHERED

I am truly bothered by my period mishaps.
Oh yes.

I've been having my menstrual period since a month ago. And I think, even before that pa. I remember having even before the EK expedition with the Rebels. Haaay. And I hate it. It feels like I've been having my period the WHOLE YEAR.

What is my reproductive system doing? There's A LOT of blood gushing out of my thingymajig. And I don't think it'll stop sooner or later.

What the heeeeeeeeeeeeell.

Not only that. It's SUPER DUPER IRREGULAR (parang ako lang sa college, ha. ha. ha.). I mean, there are days when I only have in the morning. When I'm about to sleep, I feel nothing down there. So then I assume that my period has stopped, right? But no, the next day (at midday), I'd suddenly have my period again.

Again, What the heeeeeeeeeeeeell.

I am worried for my future.

Will I be able to have kids? :'(
Will my future husband understand my condition?
Will he long for a kid or two?
Will this be the greatest conflict in our marriage?


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I AM BOTHERED BECAUSE EVEN IF I TRY MY BEST NOT TO TEXT YOU,

I still do.

I text now more than I used to or I text YOU now more than I used to or am supposed to. Maybe I should just go Unlimited because the Immortal txts cost me more.

I always say to myself that I shouldn't come off as desperate or worse, I shouldn't be tagged as "Ang Naghahabol".

So that means:
I shouldn't text you all the time,
I shouldn't go and try to know what are you doing or where you are or who you're with.

But I still go and do those things.

Damn. I hate how powerful you are over me.
I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT.

Why do I have to ask you if your meeting's done already?
Oh yeah... I'm... Not over you again.

My friends would probably want to clobber me right now.


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I am bothered kasi...

Hindi nagpaparamdam si Macabebs. I mizz her :'(


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I AM BOTHERED BECAUSE OF THIS.

LOOK!

Look at all these copycats.





Look at how similar they are from Regine's Low Key Album's packaging! >.<



And that doesn't stop there.
I was informed that S. Geronimo released 2 albums with the same packaging style.
I mean, it's not even just the packaging size, but also the colors and the layout! Look at Zsa Zsa's and Agot's! They both have the same colors as Regine's Low Key album. My gosh, can you spell N-O O-R-I-G-I-N-A-L-I-T-Y? >.< I was totally outraged when I saw these albums in the record bars.

And don't tell me that Regine wasn't the first one to release this kind of album packaging in their batch. As far as I know.. Regine's Low Key was released November 2008. And Christian's Romance Revisited, Zsa zsa's Unchanging Love and Agot's White Lace and Promises were all released this year.

Nauna si Regine.
Why follow the same packaging?

Haay. I know its shallow (SUPRA SHALLOW). And probably one day, the Christian, Agot, Zsa zsa and Sarah fans might all suddenly attack my blog.

But you know... This is Regine. MY Regine. I am and will be forever possessive about everything about her.


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"You are... like a flame. I'd give my eyetooth to be the moth that was consumed."
-Keith from The Island written by Heather Graham


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Off topic:

I love Amanda Seyfried's version of Thank You for the Music <3
I'm excited for her movie Dear John :)

Nothing much

Yes. There's nothing much for today.

We'll watch MMFF later.

I Love You, Goodbye?
Mano Po?

Ewan.

Although I really hope that they show the MV of Of All The Things before the movies start >.< Please? I wanna see iiiiit.


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BAKIT ANG GANDA MO?

Before bed thoughts

I REALLY HATE MAN BOOBS.

Bow.


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Like is different from need.
Need is different from want.
Want is different from love.

But is it possible to like, need, want and love a single person all at the same time?

Good Newsss

GOOD NEWS NO. 1: Of All The Things Movie

Pilipino Star Ngayon, December 26, 2009
SHOW-MY
ni Salve Asis

Ang ganda ng music video ng pelikulang Of All the Things nina Aga
Muhlach and Regine Velasquez. Inilabas na ang nasabing music video sa
mga sinehang palabas ang Ang Panday.

May chemistry talaga sina Aga at Regine at feel na feel ’yun sa bago
nilang pelikula. Parang may kakaibang magic eh.

At least next year, may sigurado nang pelikula na maganda. Pero ilang pelikula lang kaya ang magagawa sa 2010? Sana nga ay mas marami. Pakonti kasi nang pakonti ang mga pelikula kada taon.


-OH YES! MAY VIDEO NA ANG OF ALL THE THINGS!!! >.<

And for someone to say, "At least next year, may sigurado nang pelikula na maganda" Haaay. It makes my heart flutter. I super can NOT wait for the showing of the movie!

They still don't have the official music vid on Youtube. Must wait for that :)


GOOD NEWS NO. 2: Diva!



They already have a semi-commercial for Diva! Waaah. I saw it on Youtube and I immediately downloaded it! Haaay. Regine's so pretty. :) They start taping next year after she finishes taping Darna and promoting Of All The Things.



Her leading man would be Mark Anthony Fernandez. Hmm. She and Mark, I think, somewhat mesh well together. I mean, is there any other leading man out there that could be tied up with Regine in a soap like this? :)

I don't think Ogie is fit for a drama soap.



Well, I hope that it is a drama soap, as in super mega drama. I don't want it turning out to be a shallow chick flick thingymajig. Please, GMA? Please make it good? I LOVE seeing Regine act, especially when she's doing drama *hearts*

I hope the "drama-level" is the same as FIMH. :)



The kontrabida would be Glaiza De Castro. I haven't seen her act but they all say that she did good in Stairway to Heaven. So, I don't know, we'll see.

Based from the super short commercial on Youtube, I think this is how the story goes.

Regine is Glaiza's mentor and Mark is their guitarist or household musician or something. The 3 would be involved in a love triangle sort of thing. Both Regine and Glaiza would have a thing for Mark but because Mark would choose Regine over Glaiza, Glaiza would later on turn against Regine (despite the fact that Regine used to be her mentor) by trying to ruin Regine's career or something.

Basically, Glaiza would steal Regine's crown just because she wants to have Mark for her own :)

Hey, that's just a wild wild guess.
Let's see if I get it right. Ahahaha.


GOOD NEWS NO. 3: Twitter Follower

HEY. Guess who's following me on Twitter? Ayiii.
I'm secretly kinikilig <3



Oh yes of course. I blurred the name. :))
Once again, I just want to document the moment!

Look at the date! :) A minute before Christmas! Ahahaha.


GOOD NEWS NO. 4: My Long Hair

I'm lovin' my long hair :)
I don't know why. It just feels a little bit softer these past few days. And some people have noticed it.

Haay. Atleast even though I'm fat and all, I'm still beautiful. :)


GOOD NEWS NO. 5: PLANS

1. My cousins and I are planning a party for New Year's Day. As in it's going to be a party for the teenagers only. We'll be partying, dancing, drinking and basically having fun! Whoot. I can't wait :)

2. Jus texted me that Someone wants to meet with us - the girls that Someone passed. Someone misses us already and Someone wants to bond. It's set on Dec 28/29/30. Depends on our availability.

Sana payagan ako >.<

3. Basta accdg to Ana Perez, here's the plan:

IPAGPAALAM SI ADI NG SUPER BONGGA! YAHOO YEHEY! :D

When: January 2, 2009
Where: Dinner at The Fort Strip (Red Kimono ♥ ) They have buffet for 500 peysows SUPER SULIT EAT ALL YOU CAN JAPANESE FOOD. Then Party where? :)

SUGGESTIONS PLEASE :)

Merry Christmas LABIDABS! :)


SO THAT'S THE END OF ALL THE GOOD NEWS.


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You can hold me steady

Have I told you how you make me feel?
You're stirring me up somehow
Have I told you how perfect you are?
I guess I should tell you now

And if tomoorrow wont work out
there's always today


Speaking of JPL.

I was really surprised and happy when I found out that you listen to JPL <3 Wala lang. JPL is kind of my personal everything. He makes me cry, smile, fall in love, fall out of love, etc... So knowing that you actually listened to him when I asked you to is kind of a big deal for me :) Uhmm, thanks?

Haay.

Next.

I really felt hurt when you said:

"As a tandemn tayo binati ni reg -_-""
(Dec25, 2009, 5:35pm)

That says it all.

But despite that, I am still not giving up. Even though I did say that I'm giving up (see Dec25 post) I am NOT.

I will continue on with my Fbook revolution ("Nahihirapan parin ako sayo" stats) and my hourly "<3" text :)

Grabe. I sound so desperate.


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My lunch dates don't exist.

At the Gabriel's

Video-okay! :)




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HINDI NA TALAGA.


HINDI NA.

I GIVE UP.

SO FRIGGIN' HAPPY

I JUST WANT TO DOCUMENT THIS MOMENT.

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GUYS, JUST A FEW MINUTES AGO,
MY PARENTS GAVE ME A ....

DEN DE DE DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN

HARMONICA!

OHYES! :)

I've been discreetly wanting to learn how to play it, but of course I can't 'cause I don't have one! But now I do!

I'm so happy.

I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT! The sound, the size, the color, EVERYTHING.

I wasn't expecting so much for this Christmas -especially this Harmonica- but I am VERY happy with the gifts I received <3

I got a Harmonica and a 4gig memory card for my digi-cam :)

Those are basically all the gifts I received tonight, and they all make me grin like hell.

BIG THINGS COME IN SMALL PACKAGES, indeed :)

Thank you parents for knowing me so well. Thank you, thank you, thank you! My heart is really happy and raving right now :)

Anyways, I gotta hit the sack now. We've got a big day tomorrow! Whoot!

Wait, LAST.

Kathy is FREAKING ME OUT with all these "Kilala ko ba to? Baka nga kilala ko.." comments on my Fbook status! I shall investigate and tell you the whole story some day.

Tired now.


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SPECIAL MENTION: Jus :)

Thank you for being you.
Supportive and all.

I'm a symbol now! Ahahaha. Symbolic daw ako eh.

Flaws and all..


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I'm still constructing the Christmas message I intend to send you... *sigh*

I hope you get load soon.
Please?

Just one Christmas message would do.

Bored.

It's a wonder how you still have that same power over me even after everything that has happened.

I have just sent you a fake GM and until now (even after 3 hours), I'm still waiting for a text or any kind of reply.

I keep telling (or more like convincing) myself that it's possible that you just don't have load or you're EXTREMELY busy. And it's not because you chose not reply to me while you're totally interested in her and you're replying to her instead.


Once again, I am so glad that you don't visit my blog.


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I am totally amazed by Leona Lewis' version of Stop Crying your Heart out.

Emo love shit songs are now affecting me...again.

It's kinda wonderful. :)

I used to think that I've lost that magical feeling of wanting something more than the trivial things of everyday life.

If you must remember, when I was still living the "shallow" life, I lacked that "lovin' feeling". I didn't feel the usual giddy-ness when I read N.Sparks and chick flicks don't make me do my lovely puppy eyes in their endings.

And now, I guess, its kinda back. Not entirely, but atleast, right?


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We'll be mass-ing in a while.
Hope I don't fall asleep.

I know there's be 7 readings, as always.


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Some good news and some bad.

Abante, Dec. 24, 2009

Regine, Plano nang Mabuntis
ni Allan Diones

Excited na si Regine Velasquez sa pagpasok ng kontrabida karakter niyang si Elektra, ang Reyna ng mga Amazona, sa Darna ni Marian Rivera.

Si Jackie Rice bilang Babaeng Demonyita at si Katrina Halili bilang Serpina pa ang naghahasik ng lagim sa Darna. Sa Enero 2010 pa papasok ang alien character ni Regine.

Guest role lang si Songbird kaya hindi magtatagal si Elektra sa Darna.

Hindi isyu kay Regine ang pagganap na kontrabida kay Marian dahil type niya ang karakter niya, na may pagka-comedy ang dating at hindi gaanong seryoso. Mukhang feel na feel niya rin ang costume ni Elektra.

Pagkatapos ng Valentine movie nila ni Aga Muhlach sa Viva Films na Of All the Things ay sisimulan na ni Regine ang bagong primetime series niya sa GMA na Diva.

Balik-tambalan nila ito ng Kim Sam Soon leading man niyang si Mark Anthony Fernandez.

Ang dinig namin ay tatapusin lang ni Regine ang kanyang mga natanguang commitment, tapos ay tila magpapahinga muna siya para paghandaan ang kanyang pagbubuntis.

May nakapagbulong sa amin na plano nang magka-baby nina Regine at Ogie Alcasid sa 2010


The good news:
-OH YES, she's definitely going to try and get pregnant next year >.< I can not wait for this. I know she's been wanting this since EVER! And to have a family will only fulfill her GREATEST dream! I'm so excited to see her future kid. I KNOW that the child would be beautiful or handsome in every way :)

The bad news:
-Will this spell R.E.T.I.R.E.M.E.N.T.???


:'(( NOOOOOO, please?


Hindi ko kakayanin.

Ok. I'm stopping.

It's 3 in the EY-EM and I just woke up. Waaah. Sorry rebel! >.< We weren't able to talk! Amp. I shall call you later in the day...

Speaking off. Today is Decembre twenty-freaking-four na pala!

Christmas eve tonight and I still seriously don't feel the Christmas spirit. I thought this was just me but my sister told me yesterday that she feels the same way.

Now I'm thinking maybe this is all because of the aura inside this house.

Haay. I don't want to talk about it 'cause I'm not really sure what it is anyway.


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"You've got to risk love ... It doesn't mean that you're never going to get hurt but the pain you feel will never compare to the regret that comes from walking away from love."
-Connor Mead from the movie Ghosts of Girlfriends Past


And yes, I am risking it.
Next year, I shall.

Maybe you're asking me why I'm waiting until next year before I nip it in the bud. Well, first of all, it's only a few days away 'til 2010 arrives and I don't think any drastic change will occur if I wait. Second of all, Vi told me to "Let the _ _ _ thing pass".

And I haven't been doing that.

I haven't given them the chance to... you know, do their thing (even as little as they are allowed to "do"). I've been meddling and pushing myself into the situation and believe me, even if it kinda feels good it is a bad thing to do. So, now I'm stopping and I'm letting them.

But I'm NOT entirely stopping. I have a plan.

I won't tell you what it is but one thing is for sure, it is going to be very special. It's still rough on the edges, but the idea is somewhat sweet.

I hope it works.....

Haay.

But when I really think about it, I don't know why I'm doing this in the first place; why I'm waiting; why I'm coming up with a "plan" for my next move.

IKAW KASI EH, ANG GULO MO.
HA? ALAM MO BA YUN?!
ANG GULO MO.

Oh yes, it feels good to finally let that out.

I'm really confused and hurting.

And although I know that during this "wait", I will hurt more, I am letting it happen. Maybe because I'm (even if I shouldn't) hoping that next year good things will happen.

STOP NA NGA.

I could be texting you right now, and you would be replying in a few minutes. :'(

Sana hindi niyo magets :))

In an unrelated news, ubos na Immortal texts ko, should I go Unli? Pasko na eh. Shet. Wala naman akong matetxt eh, at walang magtetxt. SHET EMO.


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Kung hindi ka na babalik
Araw-araw na akong gigimik
Kung malayo ka na
Ay malaya na ako
Ngunit ang kahapon ko
Ay bihag pa rin ng alaala mo


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The other day and yesterday, I was with Nannie, Ginelle, Vi! :)
Oh yes! We had a sleepover at Nannie's :)

I shall kwento you next time. With pictures!
Nannie hasn't posted the pictures yet. So I'm waiting for that.


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I am having a MAJOR LSS with this song:

I'm talking - pedicure on our toes, toes
Trying on all our clothes, clothes
Boys blowing up our phones, phones
Drop-toping, playing our favorite cds
Pulling up to the parties
Trying to get a little bit tipsy


I'm excited to go clubbing with Matts :)


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I HATE HOW THAT PICTURE COMES OUT WHEN I SEARCH MY NAME ON GOOGLE PICTURES. AAAAGGGHHH. HATE. HATE. HATE!


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SO, hindi na naman ako mapakali sa layout ko. :|

I HAVE DECIDED

Ayan na.

Eto na talaga 'to.

Napagdesisyonan ko nang... ayaw naman ata niya talaga.


...Tekaaa ulit


Napagdesisyonan ko nang... ayaw naman ata niya talaga.

HINDI 'to mangyayari,
at hindi ko na dapat pang isipin na may posibilidad pang mangyari pa.

Dapat akong bumalik sa normal.

Yung normal na normal, ha?


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See?

Ayan ka na naman eh. Nagpapakatanga ka na naman.

Habang sinusulat mo yung mga salitang nasa taas nito, alam kong sinasabi mo sa utak mo na makikita niya yung sinulat mo at iikot na ang lahat ng nangyayari, at tatalikuran na niya ang lahat ng bagay (bukod sayo) at sa wakas, pwede na (ulit) mangyari yung gusto mo.

HINDI. HINDI YUN MANGYAYARI, KYLA.

'Wag ka nang umasa, okay?
Pucha naman eh.

At Nannie's

The power of a relationship lies with the one who cares less.

Before the day ends :)

I was able to watch your segments in SOP today.
Thank you, technology! :)

BAKIT ANG GANDA MO? Yun lang.




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Just got home from Bulacan.
Sir Bob hosted a party at Villa Elena in Obando for all of his Rarebuilders employees. We went and participated. It had a looooooooong 7-hour program that my sisters and I endured. Thankfully, it wasn't boring all throughout.

Funny ni Howard :))
Macarenaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa


Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party don't stop no
Woah-oh oh oh


Pumarty kami ng nanay ko :))
(Oh yes, N.A.N.A.Y. ko)
Kahiya-hiya.
SCANDAL NA THIS.

My ears never get tired of Please Don't Stop The Music :)


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AND OH MY GOSH!!!

THEY FINALLY UPLOADED THE OPENING OF THE AFTER THE RAIN CHRISTMAS SPECIAAAAAAAAAL. HOWMYGUHLAAAAAAAAAY >.< I NOW HAVE A COPY OF REGINE SINGING OH COME, OH COME, EMMANUEL!!! I AM SOOOOO HAPPY WITH THIS :)

Thank you Isoupload!!!


Keep this link: LINK


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SUPER BIG COMMERCIAL

JERRY YAAAAAAAAAAN
BAKIT ANG GWAPO MO?!?!



Walang-wala ang Boys over Flow-whatever-that-show-is sa'yo ♥

:'(

It's a wonder how things turn out.

...Or how people turn out to be.

One got a boyfriend that is LESS than she's worth.
One posted "nice" pictures on her fb.
One stopped college and applied in a call center.
One smokes already.
One got pregnant last year.
One almost had that baby.


It might not be obvious that I'm talking about only one indvidual here but sadly, I am.

And now as I look at her fb profile, I ask myself if ever things would've been better if I - or we - stayed friends with her.

Things drastically changed when I got to second year.
And boy, she's not the only one I lost.

This is the sad side of the coin.


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I just got home from Simbang Gabi.

I'm still slightly sleepy but instead of curling up in ball and falling into deep slumber, I'm choosing to go online (make a blog entry) and watch Whose Line Is It Anyway videos on Youtube.

God I LOOOOVE that show as much as I love Friends <3 THEY ARE FULL OF SERIOUS HILARITY.

(Hilarity - Weird talaga ng word na yun... Nakikita ko lang sa comments ng mga tao dun sa mga vids, haha.)


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Haynako.

They haven't uploaded the Oh Come, Oh Come, Emmanuel video yet.

They've uploaded:
Kumukutikutitap
A Light of a Million Mornings
Natutulog ba ang Diyos?
Warrior is a Child
All I Want for Christmas is You
Thanks to You
I Made it Through the Rain
Tuloy na Tuloy parin ang Pasko


BUT NOT Oh Come, Oh Come, Emmanuel >.<

Please? Anyone out there? Please upload it :'(


Btw, I might not be able to watch SOP later :'( We're going to Bulacan. It's the Christmas party part2 of Sir Bob... So yeah. :'(

Yesterday: LANTERN PARADE (Diliman)

Yesterday was a fun day. :)

Highlights of the Lantern Parade? Well, I really liked the lantern of the College of Law and we were especially entertained by the UP Babaylan :)) Oh, and we also loved the work of the College of Fine Arts (Props for the stained glass line!)

After the Lantern Parade, we (Ate Tinka, Ginelle, Vienn and I) had a semi-fail dinner at Chili Willi's (remind us never to eat there again, ahahaha!) and then Ate Tinka drove us to her house and we hung out there 'til about midnight. Well, I had to leave at 12 but Ginelle and Vienn slept over.

We played Taboo (which by the way, is ALWAYS a fun game) with Ate Tinka's dad (Tito Henry) and Sammy! >.<

Funny moments:

Ate T: Happy Birthday... uhmm, Jesus!

CAGE

Ate Tinka spitting enormously on Ginelle and Vienn :)) Forgot why though.

Vi: Uhmm... Ginelle is a...?
Kyla: Girl?
Vi: *hand gesture*
Kyla: Flirt?
Vi: YEAH! :))

Ate T: Will you marry this person?
Ginelle, Vi, Sammy: Hmm, yeah, pwede.
Kyla: Uhh, ako, ayoko.
Ate T: Ah, so lalake? :))
*Laugh, amp*

Sammy: When the clouds do something....

Kyla: Ako, ako una! Ako magpapahula!
Vi: REGINE VELASQUEZ!
Kyla: Tama! We're so friends!

Vi: Uhmm, this is hard.. Err... Uhmm...
Kyla: You like guys who are.....?
Ginelle: Damaged...?
Vi: YEAH! :))

Tito Henry: This is when you level-up, or uhmm..
Kyla: Promotion?
Tito H: Yes!
Ate T: Level-up, what??

Ate T: Basta, if you see a panda, you'll know that's the house..
Vi: It's not gonna stay there forever!
Ate T: Oh wait, that's not a panda, stupid. At wala naman sa inyong nagcorrect sa'kin!
Vi: I knew it wasn't a panda, I was gonna point it out but you know.
Kyla: Eh kung ako yun, hahanapin ko parin yung panda. I'm gonna be like, ASAN YUNG PANDA? Wala naman eh :))

Ah basta. Something like that! :))

We really had a LOT of good laughs last night. And take note, we weren't even drinking alcohol yet. :) We had a few shots (2, 3, each I think), all made by Ate Tinka, but that was all. Actually, I only drank 1 shot, the other 2 were taken by Ginelle. Ahahaha. Ibig sabihin, nakaLima si Ginelle :)) Medyo nagbablush na siya, amp.

Anyways, now I'm all hyped-up for Tuesday's overnight :) I'm gonna be with the same crowd again!


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Oh, and by the way.



:)


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OHMYGOD BAKIT ANG GANDA MOOOOOO :'((






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You're just saying that 'cause you want us to get back and I don't.

Thank God for today

"thank you for being a beautiful friend..flaws and all.."
(Rebel Js, 7.09pm)


FLAWS AND ALL :)
Pareho lang tayong tatlo. Nabubuhay sa denial.


Thank you, Peri, for the picture <3
Eternity rising.


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I am glad that I have these people by my side.

Donna is ever dependable.
(I know that something's up, btw.)

Char is ever present.

Peri is ever sweet.

Rebels are ever rebels.


Long live :)

Nalulungkot ako :'(

Nalulungkot parin ako kasi hindi ako nakapunta dun sa Christmas party for all Reginians nung Sunday sa may Old Balara :'(

It REALLY REALLY breaks my heart.

Sobrang kinakain ako ng inggit.
Ang daming pictures, videos. Lahat na.
Ang sakit, naiinggit ako :'(


Eto yung nangyari nung gabing yun, as narrated by Remz (siya yung super die-hard na SUPER kinaiinggitan ko):

"There were song numbers by fans... and Regine comically awarded them with flowers, leaves...
To everyone's surprise, while F4 (Me, Racqui, Gia and Cristina) + 2 (Fam and Rackel) were singing I can, she went up the stage and sang with us. That was the only time she sang thorughout the event.
There was a Q&A portion which went on for more than an hour. It also served as a thank you moment for fans. It was so tearjerking, Regine herself cried many times.
Regine gave away her personal stuff for the Raffle. (A gown she wore in PPS, a heart with studs necklace which she had custom-made years ago, a personal drawing of an eye, her favorite black top which she wore in her "Regine in Antipolo" concert, the bag she first bought which is a ferragamo, florentina perfume, a roberto cavalli shade, a pair of prada shoes (silver) and her favorite lotion.)
Ogie was there too, alongside Regine's parents and siblings.
After the program, Regine gave away "Songbird" T-shirts and her Bench Perfume to everyone who came... plus a photo-opp to everyone there.
The pictures will speak for themselves... just wait for it Thank you."


Niliitan ko muna. Ayoko na munang mabasa ulit :'(

NEXT FREAKING YEAR (sana meron ulit, SANA) I WILL BE THERE, KAHIT SA BULACAN PA NILA I-HOLD YUNG REGINIAN CHRISTMAS PARTY, ANDUN AKO. At itaga niyo yan sa bato. :'(

Nalulungkot talaga ako.

Dalawa na tuloy yung greatest frustrations ko:

1. R2K Concert
2. Reginian Christmas party of 09


Sadness :'(
I feel not adik enough.

Shet. May ganung factor? AAAAMP.

SIMBANG GABI

Kakagaling lang namin sa simbang gabi at ako'y medyo bangag parin >.< Ang aga dapat magising, 3am :| Haay. Ohwell. Mahal ko naman ang simbang gabi eh... Masayang makakumpleto ng siyam na simbang gabi. Masarap yung feeling.


Haaay.
8 to go! >.<

At malay niyo, dito ko pa mameet ang aking Prince Charming. Sabi nga nila, kung gusto mong makahanap ng matinong mapapangasawa, sa simbahan ka maghanap. (Shet, tas pari pala yung nakita noh? Sagwa, girl!) Naalala ko tuloy nung nagSimbang gabi kami 4 years ago (I checked my archives just to be sure), may napansin akong guy, hindi dahil sa cute siya or gwapo kung hindi dahil ANG GANDA NUNG JACKET NIYA.

Medyo natatandaan ko parin yung itsura nung jacket. Parang yung jackets ni Peyton sa OTH. Ang ganda kasi eh. Tas sa buong siyam na araw ng simbang gabi, suot niya yun >.< Wala lang. Naalala ko lang.

Sana makumpleto ko yung simbang gabi this year. 'Di kami nakapagsimbang gabi last year eh... Remember, asa istets kami?


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MY ULTIMATE CHRISTMAS WISHLIST:

G-soft or Titus BLUE Ballpen!

Please?

Paubos na ballpen ko.
4 nalang yung natitira dito :'(

'Di 'to tatagal sa'kin, I'M SURE.

Ay. At kung super ang bait mo, pwede naring bigyan mo ako nung "Reigne" OR "Songbird" na pabango galing ng Bench.
Ayun eh, kung mabait ka lang :)) Ahahaha! Salamat.


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Sa pasko, alam kong mas madami akong matatanggap na pera kesa sa mga "gamit" talaga. Gets? Kasi college girl na raw ako. Kaya naman nagformulate na'ko ng budget plan kung saan ko ilalaan yung pera na matatanggap ko. Feeling lang kasi ako na madami akong makukuhang pera eh. Wishful thinking me!


p1000 - Bayad sa utang ko kay Dayan
p1000 - ORIGINAL battery for my 1202 (na hindi ko parin magamit hanggang ngayon KASI FAKE YUNG BATTERY)

Ayun. So, nagdadasal ako na atleast makatanggap ako ng p2000 :) AHAHAHA. Ang kapal pala ng mukha noh.

Hay nako, Kyla.

Ano ba talagang ibig sabihin ng pasko para sa'yo ha?


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DALAWANG TAON

Dalawang taon na'kong walang natatanggap mula sa'yo. Medyo nalulungkot ako, pero sige na nga, buti na lang mahal kita.

Btw, REMINDER:

Boo and Bee are DEFINITELY mine STILL!
Okay? Orite? We good? Orite.

Nagpapasalamat ako sa Diyos at hindi mo binabasa 'tong blog ko. Kasi kung hindi, siguro natutunaw na'ko ngayon sa hiya. Pero minsan gustong gusto ko naman na basahin mo yung mga sinusulat ko dito.

Grabe, everything about you is so ironic and contradicting.


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TULAAN SA TREN:

Alam kong mahal mo ako kahit di'mo sabihin
Alam kong bilanggo mo ako habang panahon
Sa matitibay na lambat ng 'yong sariling buhay
Banal na pagpuri sa walang hanggang pangarap

-Aunque no me digas
Evangeline E. Guerrero(1904 - 1949)


Bakit sobrang akma nito sa'kin?


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Ang dami ko na palang naging number.
Nadaanan ko na ata lahat ng network - Globe, Sun, Smart.

:)) Nakakatawa.

09167234662
09215487639
09193498210
09172546219
09052522175
09223445374
09052660149
09225187750
09235282371
0923*******
(Diko pa memorize. Ahahaha! Bagong bili, amp!)

Yan ay in order of purchase :)

Note: Yung mga nakaBold yung active.
So talagang inannounce ko sa mundo yung number ko. AHAHAHA.
Desperada ba?


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Wala pa bang magpopost sa Youtube nung BUONG video ng After The Rain? Please? Kahit sino! Gusto ko lang talaga makuha yung first part, yung part na kinanta niya yung Oh come, Oh come, Emmanuel :'(

Hangover

"Oh come, oh come, Emmanuel,
to free Your captive Israel,
that mourns in lonely exile here,
until the son of God appears..."



IT SERIOUSLY GIVES ME THE CHILLS.
Ikaw lang nakakagawa nito sa'kin, RV >.<


If you have any plans on watching the After The Rain: A Hopeful Christmas with Regine Christmas special... Here's the link:

LINK!

You can just watch the 1st part - That's where she sang Oh come, Oh come, Emmanuel. <3 That's my ULTIMATE FAVORITE PART.


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"The sweetest sound in the world
is the one that only the heart can hear."
-FIMH





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I haven't told you about my yesterday morning.
It feels like a long time ago but it still kinda makes me smile :)

It was about 8.00am and I decided to go to the library. Surprisingly, Tunafortune was there too. We got to talking and we ended up sitting at the same table.

Later on, Tunafortune informed me that they had a photocopy of the 125lecture I printed. And Tunafortune knew my first name because of the HUGE name I wrote on my printed copy (that Tunafortune had a copy of). :)) It's funny. Tunafortune said that the notes even had a love quote that I wrote. Nakakahiya. AMP.

We kinda spent most of the morning in the library.
WE WERE BOTH SLEEEEEEPY >.< SUPER SLEEPY AMP!

Then we went to the Gab Caf. We talked about us being batchmates already. And that we both commute 2 hours everyday to get home.


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Christmas is FAST approaching. And it's sad that I don't "feel" it.

When I was a kid, my heart would skip a beat every time I'd see a Christmas countdown anywhere. It was weird because I'd already jump for joy (deep inside) even though Christmas is still too far away and the countdown only says "137 days before Christmas". Excited much?

Maybe I need to remind myself of the true meaning of Christmas.


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HANGOVER - Kasi... May hangover ako sa'yo.

Akala ko okay na'ko pero hindi pa pala.
Ganun talaga 'pag nalasing ka noh?
Feeling mo okay ka, lahat kaya mong gawin.
Tapos malalaman mong nasa ilalim ka lang ng impluwensya ng alak.
Tapos paggising mo, ANG SAKIT NG ULO MO.

Meron ka pa palang hangover.

Hangover na hindi mo gusto.
Hangover na hindi mo inasahan.
Hangover na alam mong dulot nung gabing nagpakawala ka at nagpakasaya.

Para kang nagising sa realidad na hindi lahat ng bagay hindi kasing saya ng paglalasing mo.


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ELEKTRA HOTNESS



THEY STARTED SHOOTING TODAY!
WAAAAAAAH.
I. CAN. NOT. WAIT.

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A scene from Pangako... Ikaw Lang:

Sherilyn: Mahirap mainlove.
Regine: Hmm, pano mo naman nasabi?
Sherilyn: Naman! Siyempre mahirap mainlove, kasi pag inlove ka at broken hearted ka, isa lang ang feeling!
Regine: Of course not.
Sherilyn: Of course yes. Pag inlove ka, tulala ka, pag broken hearted ka, tulala ka parin, Oh tapos, pag inlove ka, dika makakain tapos pag broken hearted ka, dika parin makakain, nakakatipid ka!
Regine: Grabe.
Sherilyn: Kaya yung feeling ng inlove tsaka broken hearted ay iisa, so better yet maging broken hearted ka na lang hindi ka pa masasaktan!
Regine: Eh bakit naman kasi natin pinaguusapan yan?

So, ano? In love ka ba o broken hearted?


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Just got home from the hospital.
I don't want to talk about it.


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My other happiness is unaware still.

Happiness

Kakatapos lang ng After The Rain.
Oh yes.
Sobrang talbog ang ABS. :)
Btw, hindi na Recorbreaker ni Sarah ang katapat nung After The Rain sa ABS, all-star Christmas Special na ata. Oh diba, yun ang kalevel ni Regine? Lahat ng stars ng ABS put together! :))





Btw, I haven't congratulated my beloved for winning TWO awards in the recently concluded Awit Awards held last Dec. 7, 2009 :)

AWARD #1:
Regine won by landslide the People's Choice Favorite Female Artist Award. Thank you to all the effort of all the addicted Reginians here AND abroad!

AWARD #2:
Regine also won the Female Artist Of The Year award. Eventhough this was not published in the website with the said category, this is a special award kinda equivalent to the Aliw's Entertainer Of The Year award.



SEE? :) She won (again) for the third time the Female Artist of the Year award <3
Haay.


Regine, you make my heart falter.


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My other happiness is unaware.


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As expected, here I am with the screen caps of Regine's introduction as Elektra in SOP :)

That segment was funny in every way! Ahahaha. I love her costume! Pumayat na naman siya! Nagboboxing na raw siya eh..






FIERCE! I LOVE THE EYES! AMP!



BONGGA SA COSTUME!

Jaya: Ang pinakaaabangang pinakamakapangyahirang na makakalaban po ni Darna ay si Regine Vela - ay hindi, si Elektra! Hindi siya si Songbird, siya si Elektra! Totoo bang ikaw raw ang makakatalo kay Darna?

Regine: Parang.

Jaya: Sa anong paraan mo gagawin ang pagtugis kay Darna?

Regine: Parang.

Jaya: Masayang kausap ah!

Bayani: Ay may tanong lang ako, Elektra nakatira ka ba sa marikina?

Regine: Parang.

Bayani: Ay galing ha! Sakto! Parang, Marikina!

Jaya: Alam mo, teka muna, bago ang lahat, Bayani, kausap ko si Elektra, tinatagalog ko siya, hindi sumasagot. Eh tagaibang planeta eh, "parang" lang ang alam nilang word sa tagalog.

Bayani: Pero pwedeng sumakay ng jeep yan dahil paghihinto na siya "parang" tas tatabi na.

Jaya: Pero i think at this moment may magic na magaganap kasi magiimbita si Elektra in tagalog, sana kayanin mo.

Then Regine pretended to take her time before she invited everyone to watch Darna.





Then Regine said...

Regine: Iniimbitahan ko po kayo na panoorin ang nalalapit na pagtutunggali ni Elektra at Darna.

Then she looks at Marian...

Regine: Ikaw ba si Darna?
Marian: Parang.



Jaya: Ano ba ito comedy show o action?

Then the audience joined in...

Audience: Parang parang parang parang parang!
Regine: HE!


MAN, THAT SEGMENT WAS SOOOOOO FUNNY :)
I'M SO EXCITED FOR ELEKTRA >.<