I'M FINE.
I'M FINE.
I'M FINE.
I'M FINE.
I'M FINE.
I'M FINE.
I'M FINE.
I'M FINE.
I'M FINE.
I'M FINE.
I'M FINE.
I'M FINE.
I'M FINE.
I'M FINE.
I'M FINE.
Just stop asking.
And looking AT ME.
It's annoying.
Don't look down on me AGAIN like that, okay?
I'M FINE.
seriously.
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SEMBREAK'S OVER.
I'M LEAVING ON THE 13TH OF DECEMBER.
2nd sem sched?
It's yet to be proven STRESSFUL.
But all in all, it's fine.
I mean, THANK GOD, I don't have to wake up that much early. And go home that much late. 5.30pm the latest.
I mean, yeah, I can manage.
So, anyways..
Right now.
YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT I NEED.
3-letter word that ends with a "Y"
Yes, ya'll know it.
It's a Kyla thing. It's a need that is... very inappropriate.
So, whatever.
For the sembreak:
I've achieved majority of what I wanted to do. Hang out with people, WATCH my shows. And yes, SLEEP. It's every college student's dream, to have a good day's sleep :))
I've been sleeping a lot lately, yes.
And I've achieved this certain clarity of the stuff that I need to do, of the stuff that I really feel, and the stuff that I need to do to deal with what I feel. And let's all hail the Lord for this certain machine that we all call the "telephone". It does wonders you know :)
So, anyways.. I learned that I just need to.. Give in because I'm all heart. Which is bad, I know. But that's just how I am. Even though she says that "It's all psychological". Well, psychological has A LOT to do with the brain, and I'M ALL HEART, remember? So, I'm not really sure if the "It's all psychological" thing can work for me. Bugger, huh?
I'm all heart. Yes.
I wonder how my marriage will turn out.
Will I be this knocked-up girl with no man to blame the baby for but myself,
Will I have no husband at all and just be married with my dogs (I predict that I'll have A LOT of dogs. Haha.),
Will I be the abused wife of a drunkard,
Will I be the rich girlfriend of the richest businessman but still at the end of the day feels like she's alone by herself,
Will I be a sad sad single parent,
Will I be a nun?
Haay. Do I watch too much series DVDs? :))
ANYWAYS.
I just know one thing's for sure.
I.. need... someone.
Doesn't matter how I meet that person, I just need someone to take care of me.
Preferably, not the sweaty and the oily type.
BASTA FREAKING LOYAL.
ANYWAYS.
So, that's the update.
THANK YOU TO ALL THE PEOPLE I WENT OUT THIS SEMBREAK, YOU MAKE ME FEEL A TAD BIT MORE SPECIAL. :)